I feel really demotivated lately (not because of those comments) but mainly because of the lack of... feedback from any fans.
like fanmails, fanart generally people telling me what they think, that they enjoy reading it, anything at all. I feel like it doesn't exist, that my pages just please a couple of people.
so yeah the more demotivated I feel the less fun the pages are to make, making me producing fewer and that makes the fans care less. It's all an evil circle I find it difficult to get out of.
I don't want to stop making the comic, I want to get my motivation back so I can start pleasing the fans again, and gain new readers, I want it to be something. for now it's just going painfully slow and I know that's boring as shit.
I thought that when my vacation started that I would feel more motivated to concentrate on the comic since I had no schoolwork to worry over... but it doesn't seem to be the case. I have to start screwing around and just... draw more.
I can't see myself continuing if I can't get it to be fun again. I don't want it to be a chore, and right now it is.
I feel horrible about it all :(