Why do you believe God had anything to do with you thinking about these subjects more, and why would he "make you" think about them even if he did?
I only mentioned that because it's very recent, the problem is that it's hard to explain. I really don't feel that I would have gotten so much out of the meetings otherwise. It's partly a case of trying to explain the coincidence that 6/7 meetings were on subjects that were bouncing around in my mind in the days leading up to them. I don't know myself.
Those are not unrealistic occurrences, and frankly I see no point in attributing something like that to God, because like most things of this nature, it's entirely unverifiable.
That's less because of God himself, and more because of them attaining a sense of community, which is fine in its own respect.
But this is exactly my point. A handful of seemingly meaningful events that in actuality are not that out of the ordinary don't prove anything really.
I did say that it wouldn't prove anything to you. You were the one who wanted me to tell you.
If God had the time and patience to get you a job or heal your foot, why does he not lift people out of poverty, why not help out other people who are getting cholera or polio in poor parts of the world? If he has the time to help a middle class guy in the US, surely he has time for these other, more important things?
I'm actually in the UK.
I can't really explain it. The only answer I can give to this is what I believe: That God has given mankind free will. The situation in third-world countries would not be the way they are if it wasn't for the corruption and greed of their leaders. For god to change the situation in those places he would have to directly interfere with the will of these men. He sent Christ to teach us the way to go and gave us the earth to look after, so now the followers of Christ are God's hands in the world.
You aren't me, so you can't appreciate the things I mentioned. I didn't list them to say: "See, this is proof! Bow down heathen scum!"
I listed them because you wanted to know what kind of things make me into a Christian.