Fuck you.None of your problems are physical. Even being overweight.
Stop being a fucking victim, as if you are the only person in the world with those issues. Seeing a psychiatrist would do shit.
It's not like these problems are separate, they are all a derivative of your idiotic behavior;
You're overweight, so you sit at home and cry, then you became anti social and paranoid. After being such for some time now, you became depressed, then because your life isn't moving forward but only backwards, you became suicidal.
Do you think drugs will fix your inability to hold yourself up when the world shits in your face? no, they only treat the symptoms and your life will still be misrable.
Wake up. You hate being fat? you got two choices - lose fat, or learn to accept yourself.
You hate being anti social? socialize.
THERE ARE NO QUICK FIXES. Either piss yourself away in agony, that you didn't do shit to help yourself or become the change you want in your life.