1. Post #4321
    DJK
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    I'm bored someone entertain me.
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  2. Post #4322
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  3. Post #4323
    Resident Dick Master
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    September 2008
    38,679 Posts
    get in ppl pls :'(
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  4. Post #4324
    Played it for the plot
    Dennab
    October 2008
    14,789 Posts
    come on bby.

    These guys are opening:

    going to get funked up
    that bass player is getting some serious tone out of that mm bongo

    I want it
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  5. Post #4325
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    Dennab
    June 2009
    17,111 Posts
    I keep thinking I'm reading a new SMS from a stalker girl when I see this post over and over again.
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  6. Post #4326
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    May 2007
    17,928 Posts
    I keep thinking I'm reading a new SMS from a stalker girl when I see this post over and over again.
    u responded :')
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  7. Post #4327
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    March 2007
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    £10 for five songs, good job beatport guess I'll never get these.
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  8. Post #4328
    r. panda is a racist and vedi is mai husbando
    Ibby's Avatar
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    862 Posts
    I don't think I could feel right paying for something lossy/digital anyway.

    Edited:

    Have in the past, what a waste
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  9. Post #4329
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    Oh god don't start with the lossy/lossless shit.
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  10. Post #4330
    KirinoKousaka's Avatar
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    Oh god don't start with the lossy/lossless shit.
    Lossy and lossless are different things, but to pay for digital media at all is stupid. It costs them literally nothing to sell digital media online, other than mandatory hosting costs and such.
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  11. Post #4331
    DJK
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    CD's & Vinyl are where it's at.
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  12. Post #4332
    r. panda is a racist and vedi is mai husbando
    Ibby's Avatar
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    Oh god don't start with the lossy/lossless shit.
    I'm not talking about fidelity or anything. Paying for mp3s (which are going to be replaced within our lifetime easily) seems dumb to me. As for paying digitally, I don't trust myself not to lose the files! Would much rather have a CD that I can re-rip.

    Vinyl is like another thing entirely imo.
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  13. Post #4333
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    Dennab
    June 2009
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    Wax cylinders!
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  14. Post #4334
    DJK
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    I'm not talking about fidelity or anything. Paying for mp3s (which are going to be replaced within our lifetime easily) seems dumb to me. As for paying digitally, I don't trust myself not to lose the files! Would much rather have a CD that I can re-rip.

    Vinyl is like another thing entirely imo.
    Not really. I just like my music in physical form, in case anything happens a physical copy's always very reliable. You might be talking about another aspect but that's what I meant.
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  15. Post #4335
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    Oh god don't start with the lossy/lossless shit.
    can you sell digital files or trade them?

    if not, then you've wasted money.
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  16. Post #4336
    DJK
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    can you sell digital files or trade them?

    if not, then you've wasted money.
    Pretty good point here. I've sold a few CD's when I've lost interest in them, and if I ever want to listen to them again I've got them on my iTunes.
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  17. Post #4337
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    January 2011
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    the reason why the music business is gone to shit is the fact that people share and/or there is no vibrant method of buying music.

    It's all outdated.

    Yes vinyl is great, but it's medieval technology.
    So is CDs.

    there needs to be a next generation otherwise I'm bored.

    And I don't mean next gen mp3/ipod I can live fine with them, I'm talking about big, something everyone can experience.
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  18. Post #4338
    r. panda is a racist and vedi is mai husbando
    Ibby's Avatar
    September 2010
    862 Posts
    Not really. I just like my music in physical form, in case anything happens a physical copy's always very reliable. You might be talking about another aspect but that's what I meant.
    Ibby posted:
    As for paying digitally, I don't trust myself not to lose the files! Would much rather have a CD that I can re-rip.
    huh?
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  19. Post #4339
    DJK
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    They have these cards (or codes) in HMV that you buy and enter it into iTunes to get the album. I don't like that though, what do you guys think would be a good method?

    Edited:

    Sorry I'm a bit slow today. Didn't read your post fully. Didn't read it properly either actually.
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  20. Post #4340
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    January 2011
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    Maybe I'm just being a bod because I'm actually fine with the "access" I have. :-)
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  21. Post #4341
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    Hahahahah
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  22. Post #4342
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    can you sell digital files or trade them?

    if not, then you've wasted money.
    Well I only really pay for songs by little known artists I really like that actually need the money. A donation of sorts.
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  23. Post #4343
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    Hahahahah
    Rock a bye baby
    On the tree top
    When the wind blows
    YAYUS OH MY GAWSH

    OOOOOOOOOOOORZ
    YOYOYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
    YOYOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
    BROWOWO
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  24. Post #4344
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    Well I only really pay for songs by little known artists I really like that actually need the money. A donation of sorts.
    well sure I've done that before, I just mean in general.
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  25. Post #4345
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    Dennab
    June 2009
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    Just watched the Dreamhack Stacraft 2 final with my older brother on TV and it was epic.
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  26. Post #4346
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    one of my new favorite bands
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  27. Post #4347
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    July 2009
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    Wow, holy shit. Yo Mama's Big Fat Booty Band and Bootsy Collins was such a killer show.

    More pictures will be incoming, but these are the ones I have so far.

    Bootsy Collins' Stage Set Up


    The Big Fat Booty Band


    Mary Frances of the Booty Band on Keytar


    The Booty Band Swag (T-shirt has Mary Frances' + JP Miller (guitar)'s signature)


    The show was so stellar. Bootsy asked the crowd to "part like the red sea" and then got down and went around the whole theater touching the fans and dancing. This show was so fun, everyone was dancing and just funking out. The Booty Band also surprised me at how great they were. If anyone gets a chance to see any funk act like these two, take the chance. You'll have so much fun grooving with the band and people.
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  28. Post #4348
    Played it for the plot
    Dennab
    October 2008
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    I've wanted to see bootsy for years.
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  29. Post #4349
    Pedro the Fuzzy's Avatar
    July 2009
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    I'll get the pics of Bootsy uploaded soon. He was killer. Such a fun and active guy for 60.
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  30. Post #4350
    quinaking's Avatar
    February 2009
    1,605 Posts
    He's 60? Holy fuck
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  31. Post #4351
    Pedro the Fuzzy's Avatar
    July 2009
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    He's 60? Holy fuck
    I thought the same. The dude can groove. He doesn't look like he's aged at all in the last forty years.

    Time for the Bootsy pics.

    His first outfit.


    Bootsy's reflecting light with the power of funk


    The light up Bootsy Bass


    Bootsy's Casper the Ghost robes


    The best picture of the night, the Man That Put The Bass In Yer Face, Bootsy Collins.
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  32. Post #4352
    Vedisplode's Avatar
    December 2006
    200 Posts
    i found joe's drream girl
    http://www.last.fm/user/xxRockAngelzxxx
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  33. Post #4353
    Ms. Andry
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    August 2005
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    Dᴀᴍᴏɴ: Dᴇᴀʀ Dɪᴀʀʏ, A Cʜɪᴘᴍᴜɴᴋ Asᴋᴇᴅ Mᴇ Mʏ Nᴀᴍᴇ Tᴏᴅᴀʏ. I Tᴏʟᴅ Hɪᴍ Iᴛ Wᴀs Jᴏᴇ. Tʜᴀᴛ Lɪᴇ, Wɪʟʟ Hᴀᴜɴᴛ Mᴇ, Fᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ

    Oʜ I Mᴀʏ Hᴀᴠᴇ Fᴏʀɢᴏᴛ..I Hᴀᴠᴇ Tʜᴇ BIGGEST Cʀᴜsʜ Oɴ Dᴀᴍᴏɴ..Hᴍ..Wᴀɪᴛ I Tʜɪɴᴋ I'ᴍ Sᴛᴜᴄᴋ Bᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ Dᴀᴍᴏɴ Aɴᴅ Sᴛᴇғᴀɴ..

    I'm a high Class Vampire Queen Of Mean
    Bitten by pale him nicer than me you've seen
    I'm a ten ticket thrill ride don't you want to have a try....
    I’m a freaky pimp with a hot boyfriend who banged
    a homeless guy because I have amazing boobs.

    My Other Account: http://www.last.fm/user/DinoEatMonsters ADD MEE!

    ♫Οʜ Hᴀɪɪ Dᴀɪʀʀ♪ =^.^=

    Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴠɪᴇᴡ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴏғɪʟᴇ, ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀsᴛ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴍᴇ
    I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴍᴇ ᴀss ᴍᴜsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀᴛɪʙɪʟɪᴛʏ..I ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍʟʏ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ
    Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴅᴅᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ɢᴛғᴏ ᴍʏ ᴘᴀɢᴇ Mᴜᴀʜʜ :*
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  34. Post #4354
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    *Oᴘᴇɴs ᴊᴀʀ ᴏғ ᴊᴇʟʟʏ ʙᴇᴀɴs* Wʜʏ ɪs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs!? *Cʀɪᴇs* Wʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ?

    RAWR..Sᴛᴜғғ Aʙᴏᴜᴛ Mᴇ

    I'ᴍ Sᴄᴇɴᴇ..Dᴏɴ'ᴛ Lɪᴋᴇ Iᴛ..Gᴛғᴏ

    Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Cᴏʟᴏʀ: Bʟᴀᴄᴋ

    Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Aɴɪᴍᴀʟ: Pᴀɴᴅᴀ

    Zᴏᴅɪᴀᴄ Sɪɢɴ:Pɪsᴄᴇs

    I ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ Pᴏᴇᴛʀʏ

    Mᴏsᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ..I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏ

    Mᴜsɪᴄ ɪs ᴍʏ Dʀᴜɢ. Cᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ

    I ᴄᴜss sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴀɪʟᴏʀs ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴀɪɴᴛs.

    Tʜᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅ Bɪᴛᴄʜ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ

    I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ STYLE ʜᴀɪʀ.

    I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇ ᴠɪsɪᴛs.

    I ᴀᴍ ᴀɴ ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ.

    I ᴀᴍ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘʀᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɴɪᴄ ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋs.

    I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪssᴜᴇs ᴏғ sʜᴏᴜᴛɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ I ᴀᴍ.

    I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴜɢɢɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀ.

    Rᴀᴄɪsᴛs / Rᴀᴄɪsᴍ ᴘɪss ᴍᴇ ᴏғғ.

    I'ᴍ ɪɴᴛɪᴍɪᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ

    I ғɪɢʜᴛ, ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ I'ᴍ ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴛ, ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ.

    Dᴏ NOT ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴏɴᴇ-ᴜᴘ ᴍᴇ; I WILL ᴡɪɴ.
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  35. Post #4355
    Played it for the plot
    Dennab
    October 2008
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    I posted something mean on her profile a few months ago and she blocked me
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  36. Post #4356
    quinaking's Avatar
    February 2009
    1,605 Posts
    Your musical compatibility with xxRockAngelzxxx is LOW
    Music you have in common includes Maroon 5, fun., Coldplay, The Killers and Gorillaz.

    0/10 would not waifu
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  37. Post #4357
    Ms. Andry
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    ♫Οʜ Hᴀɪɪ Dᴀɪʀʀ♪ =^.^=

    Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴠɪᴇᴡ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴏғɪʟᴇ, ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀsᴛ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴍᴇ
    I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴍᴇ ᴀss ᴍᴜsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀᴛɪʙɪʟɪᴛʏ..I ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍʟʏ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ
    Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴅᴅᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ɢᴛғᴏ ᴍʏ ᴘᴀɢᴇ Mᴜᴀʜʜ :*




    *Oᴘᴇɴs ᴊᴀʀ ᴏғ ᴊᴇʟʟʏ ʙᴇᴀɴs* Wʜʏ ɪs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs!? *Cʀɪᴇs* Wʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ?

    RAWR..Sᴛᴜғғ Aʙᴏᴜᴛ Mᴇ

    I'ᴍ Sᴄᴇɴᴇ..Dᴏɴ'ᴛ Lɪᴋᴇ Iᴛ..Gᴛғᴏ

    Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Cᴏʟᴏʀ: Bʟᴀᴄᴋ

    Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Aɴɪᴍᴀʟ: Pᴀɴᴅᴀ

    Zᴏᴅɪᴀᴄ Sɪɢɴ:Pɪsᴄᴇs

    I ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ Pᴏᴇᴛʀʏ

    Mᴏsᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ..I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏ

    Mᴜsɪᴄ ɪs ᴍʏ Dʀᴜɢ. Cᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ

    I ᴄᴜss sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴀɪʟᴏʀs ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴀɪɴᴛs.

    Tʜᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅ Bɪᴛᴄʜ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ

    I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ STYLE ʜᴀɪʀ.

    I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇ ᴠɪsɪᴛs.

    I ᴀᴍ ᴀɴ ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ.

    I ᴀᴍ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘʀᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɴɪᴄ ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋs.

    I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪssᴜᴇs ᴏғ sʜᴏᴜᴛɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ I ᴀᴍ.

    I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴜɢɢɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀ.

    Rᴀᴄɪsᴛs / Rᴀᴄɪsᴍ ᴘɪss ᴍᴇ ᴏғғ.

    I'ᴍ ɪɴᴛɪᴍɪᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ

    I ғɪɢʜᴛ, ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ I'ᴍ ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴛ, ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ.

    Dᴏ NOT ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴏɴᴇ-ᴜᴘ ᴍᴇ; I WILL ᴡɪɴ.

    I ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs

    I ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ.

    I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍʏ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ.

    I ᴄᴏɴsᴛᴀɴᴛʟʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅᴇʀs.

    I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ I'ʟʟ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀʀᴋ.

    I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴋɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ.

    I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟʏɪɴɢ.

    I ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴘᴏsᴇʀs

    Jᴜsᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ sᴀʏ ɪᴛ, ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. (Tʜᴇ ᴀʙsᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴀʙsᴇɴᴄᴇ.

    I ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ sᴇᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʟᴏɴɢ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋ ғᴏʀ ʟʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.

    Tʜᴇsᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴇs ғᴏʀ ᴄᴜss ᴡᴏʀᴅs..
    ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ= ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
    ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ ʙᴇʀʀʏ= ᴍᴇɢᴀ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
    ᴄʜᴇʀʀʏ ᴘɪᴇ=
    ᴄᴜɴᴛ ᴀᴘᴘʟᴇ= ᴀssʜᴏʟᴇ
    ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴍᴜғғɪɴ= ᴅᴜᴍʙ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
    ɢʀᴀᴘᴇ= ᴅɪᴄᴋ


    Memories are heartbeats
    Sounding through the years
    Echoes never fading
    Of our smiles and our tears.
    Moments that are captured
    Sometimes unaware
    Pictured in an album
    Or a lock of hair.
    Images that linger
    Deep within the mind
    Bit of verse we cherished
    Once upon a time.
    Through the musty hallways
    Of the days we knew
    Ever comes the vision
    Beautiful and true.
    Memories are roses
    Blooming evermore
    Full of fragrant sweetness
    Never known before.
    Life must have a meaning
    Goals for which to strive
    Memories are lights that burn
    To keep the heart alive.


    Mᴜsɪᴄ:
    Aʙᴀɴᴅᴏɴ ᴀʟʟ Sʜɪᴘs, Asᴋɪɴɢ Aʟᴇxᴀɴᴅʀɪᴀ, AᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋAᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋ!, Cʜᴜᴄᴋ! Nᴏ Cᴀᴘᴛᴀɪɴ Cʜᴜɴᴋ, Sʟᴇᴇᴘɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ Sɪʀᴇɴs Cʀᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ Eᴍᴘɪʀᴇ, Tʜᴇ Pʟᴏᴛ Wɪᴛʜɪɴ, Bʀᴇᴀᴋᴅᴏᴡɴ Sᴀɴɪᴛʏ, Oғ Mɪᴄᴇ & Mᴇɴ, Tʜᴇ Bᴜɴɴʏ Tʜᴇ Bᴇᴀʀ, Pɪᴇʀᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Vᴇɪʟ, Mᴀʏᴅᴀʏ Pᴀʀᴀᴅᴇ, Oɴᴇ Lᴀsᴛ Bʀᴇᴀᴛʜ, Fᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ Sɪᴄᴋᴇsᴛ Kɪᴅs, Tʜᴇ Rᴇᴀᴅʏ Sᴇᴛ, Tʜᴇ Sᴄᴇɴᴇ Aᴇsᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ, Aʟʟ Tɪᴍᴇ Lᴏᴡ, Aʀᴛɪsᴛ ᴠs Pᴏᴇᴛ, D-Tʜᴇ Bʟᴏᴏᴅ Cᴏғғɪɴ Bᴏɴᴅs, Sʟɪᴘᴋɴᴏᴛ, Sᴛᴀᴛɪᴄ X, Bᴜʟʟᴇᴛ Fᴏʀ ᴍʏ Vᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪɴᴇ, Mᴏᴛɪᴏɴʟᴇss Iɴ Wʜɪᴛᴇ, HIM, Eᴠᴀɴᴇᴄᴇɴsᴇ, SKRILLEX, Sɪʟᴠᴇʀsᴛᴇɪɴ, Fᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ Rᴇᴠᴇʀsᴇ, Esᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Fᴀᴛᴇ, Bʟᴇssᴛʜᴇғᴀʟʟ, Aʟᴇsᴀɴᴀ, Sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ Sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ, Sᴇɴsᴇs Fᴀɪʟ, Dʀᴏᴘ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ,Gᴏʀɢᴇᴏᴜs, Bʀɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Hᴏʀɪᴢᴏɴ, Wᴇ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀs Rᴏᴍᴀɴs, ᴋɪʟʟᴡʜɪᴛɴᴇʏᴅᴇᴀᴅ, I Kɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ Pʀᴏᴍ Qᴜᴇᴇɴ, Tʜᴇ Dᴇᴠɪʟ Wᴇᴀʀs Pʀᴀᴅᴀ, Aʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ Rᴇᴍᴀɪɴs


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    Lɪsᴛᴇɴɪɴɢ ʟᴏᴜᴅʟʏ ᴛᴏ ᴀ sɪʟᴇɴᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ
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    Tʜᴇ sᴜɴ ᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴀsʜᴇs sɪғᴛᴇᴅ
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    SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH ME™
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴜʀᴛ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ,
    ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴜʀsᴛɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʀ,
    ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴʏ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ɪғ ᴀʟʟ I ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴄʀʏ,
    I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴀɪɴ
    ᴀʟʟ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴅɪᴇ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ɪғ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴs ʀᴜɴ ᴡɪʟᴅ,
    ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ᴄᴏɴғᴜsɪᴏɴ ᴅᴏᴇs
    ɪs ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏsᴛ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs,
    ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴏɴᴇ
    ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ʙʀɪɴɢs.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ɪғ I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs,
    ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴅᴏᴇs
    ɪs ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴍʏ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ɪɴ ᴋɴᴏᴛs.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪs ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ᴡʜᴇɴ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ,
    "Lᴇᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴇɴᴅ,"
    ɪs ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ sʜᴏᴜᴛ.




    UNCERTAINTY™
    Fᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴғᴜsɪᴏɴ,
    Dᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ,
    Uɴᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴᴛʏ.

    Wʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴏ I ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴏ I ɢᴏ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ I ᴅᴏ?

    Pɪᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ.
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ.
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ I sᴀʏ?

    Gᴇᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀʀ.
    Nᴏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ.
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ.

    Dᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Is ᴛʜᴇ ᴜʀɢᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ.
    Aᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ?

    Tʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ.
    Nᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ.
    Hᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅ,
    Tʜᴇ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ,
    Tʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛ,
    Fᴏʀ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀsᴇ -
    Fᴏʀ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ.




    ITS JUST THE WAY WE ARE™
    Wᴇ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ғᴏʀᴄᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ɢᴏ—
    Wᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴀ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴ ᴡᴀʏ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ sᴏ.
    Dʀᴇᴀᴍs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʟᴀsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏɴɢᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ғᴜʀᴛʜᴇsᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ—
    Aɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴇssᴏɴs ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ, ᴀʀᴇ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏɴᴇs ᴡᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜ.
    Tʜᴇ ɢʀᴀss ɪs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴇɴᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ʟɪᴇs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sɪᴅᴇ—
    Aɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜs ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs ᴀʀᴇ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴀʙɪᴅᴇ.
    Wᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴅ ᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴘᴇʀsᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ɪs ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴇ ʟᴀᴄᴋ—
    Aɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛ, ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛ ʙᴀᴄᴋ.
    Wᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜs ᴀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ, ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇᴛ ɪʀᴏɴɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴇ'ʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ—
    Tʜᴀᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀsᴋɪɴɢ ᴜs ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ, ᴡᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ.
    Wᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ʀɪɢʜᴛ—
    Wᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴀɪɴ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴇs ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ, ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇᴛ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛɪɢʜᴛ.
    Wᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ᴏᴜʀ ɴᴇɪɢʜʙᴏʀs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʀᴇɴ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ—
    Bᴜᴛ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴇᴛ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴇxᴀᴍᴘʟᴇs ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ.
    Wᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴀɪɴ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴠᴇs, ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏ—
    Yᴇᴛ ɪғ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʜᴏᴜʀs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ, ᴡᴇ'ᴅ ᴜsᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ᴛᴏᴏ.
    Wᴇ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴡᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ʏᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴀғᴀʀ—
    Aɴᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ᴅᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ, ᴏʀ ʀᴇᴍᴀɪɴ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀs ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ?




    BETRAYAL™
    Aɴ ᴇᴄʜᴏ ғᴀᴅᴇs ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ,
    ᴀɴ ᴇᴇʀɪᴇ ᴍᴏᴜʀɴғᴜʟ sᴏᴜɴᴅ.
    A sʜᴏᴏᴛɪɴɢ sᴛᴀʀ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀs ғʀᴏᴍ sɪɢʜᴛ,
    ᴀɴᴅ I ᴄʀᴜᴍʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ.
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ɴᴏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ;
    ᴍʏ sᴏʙs ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ sᴏᴜɴᴅ.
    I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴘᴏɪsᴏɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏɴᴇʏᴇᴅ ғᴏᴜɴᴛᴀɪɴ
    ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ.

    Dᴀᴢᴇᴅ, I sᴛᴀʀᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ,
    ᴍʏ ɢʀɪᴇᴠɪɴɢ ʜᴏᴡʟs ғɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ!
    Uɴɪɴᴛᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴀʟ ᴏғ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
    ʜᴀs ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ sɪɢʜᴛ.
    I ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ
    ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ sʜᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏᴜʀ ғᴇᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇʟɪɢʜᴛs.
    Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ᴛʀᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇᴅ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.
    Hᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʀɪɢʜᴛ?

    Fᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ, ᴄᴏʟᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ,
    I ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏᴡ I ғᴇᴇʟ,
    ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴇ.
    Tʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ɪs ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏᴏ ʀᴇᴀʟ.
    Sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ I ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴜɪʟᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʟʟ
    ᴀɴᴅ ʙʟᴏᴄᴋ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ʜᴏᴡ I ғᴇᴇʟ?
    Oʀ, sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ I ɢɪᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀ ᴄᴀʟʟ?
    Wᴇ ʙᴏᴛʜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʟ.

    Aɴ ᴇᴄʜᴏ ғᴀᴅᴇs ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ
    ᴀs ᴏᴜʀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀs.
    Hᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ʀɪɢʜᴛ?
    Hᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ I ᴇᴀsᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴀʀs?
    Iғ I ᴅᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ,
    ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅs ʀᴇᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ?
    I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ sᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴀɪɴ.
    Hᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ ғᴇᴀʀ!



    QUIET EMOTIONS™
    I ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜ
    ᴛʜᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ;
    Sᴏ ɴᴏᴡ ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴏᴜʀ sᴇᴘᴀʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴡᴀʏs
    ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇs ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ.

    Tʜᴇ ʙᴏɴᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ
    ᴛʜᴇ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ɪɴᴛᴀᴄᴛ;
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴜs ʜᴀs ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴏɴᴇ
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɢᴇs ᴏғ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴜʀɴ ʙᴀᴄᴋ.

    I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ ᴀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ;
    Tʜᴇ sᴍɪʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ I ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴜʀ ғɪɢʜᴛs ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴʟᴇss sᴄᴀʀs.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʙᴜsʏ ᴅᴀʏs
    ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴛʜᴏᴜsᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ;
    Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ɢʟɪᴅᴇ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ
    ᴀɴᴅ sᴘᴇɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ.

    Iɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ
    ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ;
    Jᴜsᴛ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴜs
    I ᴀᴍ sᴛɪʟʟ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇs.




    AM I ALONE™
    I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ғᴜɴɴʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ,
    ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ.
    I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴɢʀʏ,
    ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ.

    Mʏ ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴄᴀʟʟs ɪᴛ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ,
    ᴍʏ ᴅᴀᴅ sᴀʏs ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs,
    ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴘsʏᴄʜᴏ,
    sᴏᴍᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ.
    Iᴛ's ʟɪᴋᴇ I'ᴍ ᴀ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ,
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ.

    I ɢᴇᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴇᴅɢʏ,
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛ sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʙᴀᴅ.
    Tʜᴇɴ I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴀᴄʜᴇ,
    ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ ʙʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴀᴅ.

    I ᴡɪsʜ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ,
    I ᴡɪsʜ ɪᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴏ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.
    Mᴀʏʙᴇ ɪғ I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴘʀᴀʏɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʜᴀʀᴅ,
    ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏ.



    JOURNEY THROUGH MY MIND™
    I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ғᴜɴɴʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ,
    ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ.
    I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴɢʀʏ,
    ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ.

    Mʏ ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴄᴀʟʟs ɪᴛ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ,
    ᴍʏ ᴅᴀᴅ sᴀʏs ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs,
    ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴘsʏᴄʜᴏ,
    sᴏᴍᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ.
    Iᴛ's ʟɪᴋᴇ I'ᴍ ᴀ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ,
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ.

    I ɢᴇᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴇᴅɢʏ,
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛ sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʙᴀᴅ.
    Tʜᴇɴ I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴀᴄʜᴇ,
    ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ ʙʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴀᴅ.

    I ᴡɪsʜ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ,
    I ᴡɪsʜ ɪᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴏ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.
    Mᴀʏʙᴇ ɪғ I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴘʀᴀʏɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʜᴀʀᴅ,
    ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏ.




    ALONE™
    I ᴄʀʏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ
    I ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴍʏ ᴘɪʟʟᴏᴡ
    I ʜᴏʟᴅ ɪᴛ ᴛɪɢʜᴛ
    I sʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Wᴀɪᴛ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ
    Fᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡs I'ᴍ ʜᴏᴍᴇ

    I sɪᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ᴇᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴜɴᴄʜ
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴄᴀʀᴇs
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʜᴜɴᴄʜ

    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ
    I'ᴠᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ ᴀʟʟ I ᴀᴍ
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇ
    I'ᴍ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ, sᴏ ʙᴀʀᴇ.

    I'ᴍ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʜᴇsᴛ
    I ɴᴇᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ғɪʟʟ ɪᴛ
    Tᴏ ʙʀɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ʙᴇsᴛ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ,
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡᴀɴᴛs
    ᴛᴏ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʙʀɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴍʏ ғʀᴏᴡɴ.
    Sᴏ I sɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴄʀʏ
    Lᴇᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ʙɪɢ sɪɢʜ
    Sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ,
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀs ᴍʏ ᴄʀʏ.




    WHAT'S THE POINT™
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴡɪsʜᴇs ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ sᴛʀɪᴠɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs ғᴀɪʟ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ sᴇᴀʀᴄʜɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴀɪʟ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ I ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴄʀʏ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ sᴍɪʟɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ sᴛɪʟʟ sᴇᴇ ᴍʏ ᴛᴇᴀʀs
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇs ғᴀᴅᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ sᴛᴀʏɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ʀᴀᴄᴇ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴘʀᴀʏɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴍʏ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ



    NOTHING TO GAIN™
    Sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ ɪɴ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ
    Wᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ.
    Nᴏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ
    Nᴏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʜᴏᴍᴇ.
    Mʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪs ɪɴ ᴛᴜʀᴍᴏɪʟ,
    Iᴛ’s ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴀsᴇ.
    I ғᴀʟʟ ᴡᴀʏ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ,
    Aʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ.
    I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, I ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ.
    Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ.
    Rɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏssᴇᴅ ɪᴛ,
    Yᴏᴜ ᴛᴏʀᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ.
    Yᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴏʙʟɪᴠɪᴏᴜs
    Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ sᴇᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ.
    Yᴏᴜ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴄʟᴜᴇ.
    I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ.
    I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ғɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ
    Wʜᴇɴ I’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪɴ.
    Yᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀɪɢʜᴛ
    Aɴᴅ I’ᴍ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡʀᴏɴɢ.
    Yᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ
    Aɴᴅ I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢ.
    Iᴛ ɪsɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ ɪᴛ,
    Tʜɪs ɪs ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
    Bᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ I’ʟʟ ʙᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ,
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ’s ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴀɪɴ.




    FEARS ASIDE™
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴍᴇ
    Oɴᴇ I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴠɪᴇᴡ,
    Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ
    Wʜʏ I’ᴍ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ ᴛᴏ sʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ.
    Eᴀᴄʜ ᴅᴀʏ I ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ
    Tʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ sᴏ ᴡᴇʟʟ
    Sᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ’s ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ.
    Iᴛ’s ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ,
    Jᴜsᴛ I’ᴍ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ
    Hᴏᴡ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴍᴇ.
    Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇʀ
    Yᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʀᴀᴄᴇs ᴏғ ғᴇᴀʀ,
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ʟᴏɴɢɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ
    Wᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ.
    Exᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ
    I ʟᴏsᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ.
    I ғɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛᴛʟᴇ
    Bᴜᴛ ғᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴍʏ ɢᴏᴀʟ.
    Bᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴍʏ sᴀғᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟ
    I’ʟʟ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ
    Uɴᴛɪʟ ɪᴛ’s sᴀғᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ
    Aɴᴅ ᴘᴜsʜ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴀʀs ᴀsɪᴅᴇ.




    CEASE TO BE™
    I’ᴍ ᴅʏɪɴɢ, ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ,
    Dʀᴏᴡɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴀ ʀɪᴠᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛᴇᴀʀs.
    Cᴀɴ’ᴛ sᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ
    Oғ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴀʀs.
    Iᴛ’s ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇss, ɴᴏᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ ɪᴛ;
    Tᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ, ᴛᴏᴏ ᴡᴇᴀᴋ.
    Tʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ
    Tʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇ sᴏ ʙʟᴇᴀᴋ.
    I’ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄʀᴜsʜᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏᴇᴅ,
    Usᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏssᴇᴅ ᴀsɪᴅᴇ.
    I’ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ,
    I ʀᴜɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ғᴀɪʟ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ.
    I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ,
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ɴᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ.
    I ᴛʀᴇᴍʙʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ғᴇᴀʀ
    As ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ sᴛᴀʀᴛs ᴛᴏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ.
    I ɴᴇᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ
    Tᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴍʏ ᴘʟᴇᴀ,
    Bᴇғᴏʀᴇ I ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ
    Aɴᴅ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.




    FREEDOM CARRIES SACRIFICE™
    Fʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴄᴀʀʀɪᴇs sᴀᴄʀɪғɪᴄᴇ
    Dᴀɪʟʏ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴘʀɪᴄᴇ
    Lɪᴠɪɴɢ ʀɪsᴋʏ, ᴏɴᴇ sᴛᴇᴘ ᴄʟᴏsᴇʀ
    Oɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ.
    Nᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴏᴘᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴀʀ
    Nᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜʏ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ.
    Wᴀɴᴅᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴀɪᴍʟᴇssʟʏ, ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ sᴇᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ ᴏʀ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.
    Lᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅ, ᴍᴏᴠɪɴɢ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ
    Lɪᴠɪɴɢ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ.
    I ᴡɪʟʟ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴡᴀʏ
    Cᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴅᴀʏ
    Kᴇᴇᴘ ᴍᴇ ᴄᴀɢᴇᴅ, ғʀᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀsᴛ
    Wᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴇᴀsᴇ.
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ
    Lɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜʟʟᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴇᴀ.
    Fʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴄᴀʀʀɪᴇs sᴀᴄʀɪғɪᴄᴇ
    Rᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ's ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ.




    SAYING GOODBYE™
    Bᴜɪʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴡᴀʟʟ
    Sʜᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏᴜᴛ
    I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ
    I ᴡᴀsɴ’ᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ
    Wᴀsɴ’ᴛ ᴘʀᴇᴘᴀʀᴇᴅ
    Dɪᴅɴ’ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I’ᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀ
    Fɪɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ.
    Pᴜsʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
    Wɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Sᴏᴍᴇʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ
    Iɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ
    Aʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ
    Hᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋᴇʏ
    Tᴏ ᴜɴʟᴏᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀɢᴇ
    Oғ ᴛʜɪs ʙɪɢ ᴍʏsᴛᴇʀʏ?
    Yᴏᴜ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ
    Iɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ
    Bᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ɪs ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ
    Aɴᴅ ᴛᴏʀɴ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ
    I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ
    Sᴏ I ᴍᴜsᴛ sᴀʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ
    I ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    I ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴄʀʏ
    Wᴏɴ’ᴛ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴅᴏᴡɴ
    Oʀ ɢɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ
    I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ
    Eᴠᴇɴ ɪғ I ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡɪɴ



    TWISTED DREAMS™
    sᴏʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs
    ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs
    ʜᴇᴀᴅ ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ ʟɪᴇs
    ᴍᴏᴜᴛʜ ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍs.
    ᴋɴᴏᴛs ᴏғ ᴘᴀɪɴ
    ᴛᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ
    sᴇᴇᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ.
    ғɪɴᴅɪɴɢ ɴᴏ ᴅᴏᴏʀ
    ᴏʀ ᴡɪɴᴅᴏᴡ ɪɴ sɪɢʜᴛ
    ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ғʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜ
    ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ɴɪɢʜᴛ.
    ᴜɴᴀɴsᴡᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴄᴀʟʟs
    ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏɴ
    ᴡʜʏ ɪs ᴛʜɪs ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ
    sᴏ ᴠᴇʀʏ ʟᴏɴɢ?
    Yᴏᴜ CANNOT ʟᴏᴠᴇ
    ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ
    ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sʜᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛs,
    ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴄᴏᴅᴇ ɪ'ᴅ ʙʀᴇᴀᴄʜ.

    ʙᴀᴄᴋɪɴɢ ғᴜʀᴛʜᴇʀ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ᴄᴏʀɴᴇʀ
    ᴛᴡɪsᴛɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
    sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ɪs ᴛᴜʀɴɪɴɢ,
    ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄᴀɴ sʜᴇ sᴀʏ.
    ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ
    ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏʀʀᴜᴘᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜɪs ɢɪʀʟ
    ʜᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅs sᴡɪʀʟ.
    ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ sʜᴇ sᴀʏs
    ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ sᴀᴠᴇ
    ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙʀɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ.

    ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴇᴘ
    ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀ ᴛʀᴀᴘ
    ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ
    ᴏʀ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜᴇ sʟᴀᴘ-
    ᴏғ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴs ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟᴅ
    ᴘʟᴀɴs ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴀsᴛʀᴀʏ
    ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ
    ᴀɴᴅ ғɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ.

    sᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʀɪᴅᴅʟᴇs
    ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴀɪᴅ
    ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ
    ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡɪsᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ.
    ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏɴ ʏᴇᴛ,
    ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ?
    ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡɪsʜ
    ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ғɪʀsᴛ sᴘᴏᴛᴛᴇᴅ sᴛᴀʀ?




    TURN AND RUN AWAY™
    Wᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ
    Sᴛᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴀʀᴇ
    Wᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴏᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss
    Wʜɪᴄʜ ᴡɪʟʟ sᴡᴇᴇᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇs ʙᴀʀᴇ.

    Tʜᴇ sɪʟᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴜᴛs ᴅᴇᴇᴘ
    Tʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʟᴇᴛs ʏᴏᴜ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Rɪᴠᴇʀs ᴏғ ᴄʀɪᴍsᴏɴ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇᴅ
    Bʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴏʀᴛᴀʟ sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ

    Lᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ sʜᴀᴅᴇs ᴏғ ɢʀᴀʏ
    As ᴅᴇsᴘᴀɪʀ ғɪʟʟs ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ
    Mɪsᴇʀʏ ʟᴜʀᴋs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss
    As ᴅᴏᴜʙᴛ sᴇᴛᴛʟᴇs ɪɴ.

    Cʀʏɪɴɢ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
    Wᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴛᴇʀɴᴀʟ sʟᴇᴇᴘ
    Yᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ
    Tʜᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴇs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ.

    Sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴏᴘᴇs,
    Gᴏᴀʟs ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs
    Aʀᴇ ᴅʀᴏᴡɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ
    Oғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ ғʀɪɢʜᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍs.

    Wᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ
    I’ᴅ ᴡᴀʀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴀʏ
    Wʜɪʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ sᴛɪʟʟ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ,
    Tᴜʀɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴜɴ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.


    ALL I CAN'T SAY™
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's sᴏ Mᴜᴄʜ I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ I ʟᴏᴏᴋ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜᴛ ᴇʏᴇs.
    Iᴍ ᴡᴏʀʀɪᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ʀᴇᴊᴇᴄᴛ ᴍᴇ,ᴀ ɴᴅ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍʏ ғᴏᴏʟɪsʜ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ.

    Eᴀᴄʜ ᴅᴀʏ ᴍᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ɢʀᴇᴡ sᴛʀᴏɴɢᴇʀ. Bᴜᴛ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ.
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴍʏ sᴍɪʟᴇ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sʜᴏᴡ.

    Iᴅ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ.
    I'ᴅ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɴᴏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴᴛᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ.

    Eᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ I sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ.
    Tʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴋɴɪғᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ.

    Sᴏ ɪʟʟ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴏғ ᴜs ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ.
    Aɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴍᴀɪɴ ᴀ sɪʟᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ.



    UNTITLED™
    Iғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴀs ᴜɴᴛɪᴛʟᴇᴅ
    Aɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ
    Wᴇ'ᴅ ᴀʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ᴡᴇ'ᴅ ᴀʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ

    Tʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ sᴏ ᴇᴀsʏ
    Nᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴜɴғᴀɪʀ
    Yᴏᴜ'ᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛs ᴍᴇ
    Yᴏᴜ'ᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ I'ᴍ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ

    Iɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ
    Aɴᴅ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ
    Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ ᴍᴇ
    Oʀ ᴀɴʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ I ᴅᴏ

    Iᴛs ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴀɪɴɪɴɢ
    I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ
    I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɴᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ sʜᴀᴍɪɴɢ
    Iᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ɪᴛs ʜᴀs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ

    I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ sᴏᴍᴇʙᴏᴅʏ
    Aɴᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ
    I ʜᴏᴘᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ
    Nᴏᴡ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ I'ᴠᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ



    HAVE YOU EVER™
    Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴛ
    Aɴᴅ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ?
    Oʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇʟᴛ
    Yᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴀʀ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ?

    Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪɴɢs
    Aɴᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ sɪɢʜ?
    Aɴᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ғᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ
    Cᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɴᴏᴡ ʙᴜᴛ ᴄʀʏ.

    Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ
    Iғ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴀᴛʜs ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴅ?
    Oʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ
    Tʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ sᴀɪᴅ?

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ ᴄᴏɴsᴜᴍᴇs ᴜs ᴀʟʟ
    Aɴᴅ ɢᴜɪʟᴛ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ᴜs ғᴀsᴛ,
    Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ғᴇʟᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I ғᴇᴇʟ
    Aɴᴅ ᴡɪsʜ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀsᴛ?



    CLOSED EYES™
    A ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʀᴏᴏᴍ sɪᴛs ɪɴ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ
    Tʜᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟs, sᴏ ᴄᴏʟᴅ, sᴏ ʙᴀʀᴇ
    Aʟᴏɴᴇ, I sɪᴛ ᴏɴ ʜᴀʀᴅᴇɴᴇᴅ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ,
    Aʟᴏɴᴇ, I sɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ sᴛᴀʀᴇ.

    A ʟɪғᴇ sᴏ ᴅɪᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛʟᴇss
    Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴀ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ɢʟᴀɴᴄᴇ
    Iᴛ's ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ, ɪᴛs ᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏᴡɴʜɪʟʟ
    Rᴇᴅᴇᴍᴘᴛɪᴏɴ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇ.

    Aɴᴅ I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴇᴇ ᴀ sɪɴɢʟᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ
    Mʏ ᴇʏᴇs ᴀʀᴇ sʜᴜᴛ sᴏ ᴛɪɢʜᴛ
    Nᴏ ᴡᴏʀʀɪᴇs, ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ, ɪᴛs ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴅᴀʀᴋ
    Tʜᴀɴ ʙʟɪɴᴅᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ.

    Wᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sᴏᴜʟ ɪɴ sɪɢʜᴛ
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴅᴏᴏʀ
    Iᴛs sᴀғᴇ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀʏ, ɪᴛs ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Tʜᴀɴ ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ.

    Sᴏ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ʀᴏᴏᴍ, I'ʟʟ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ
    Bʟɪɴᴅ ʜᴏᴘᴇ, ɪᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴅɪᴇs
    Nᴏ ᴀᴅᴅᴇᴅ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴇʏᴇs




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    Uɴᴅʏɪɴɢ ʀᴀɢᴇ.

    A sᴘɪɴɴɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Dᴇᴄᴇɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ
    Is ᴀʟʟ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ,
    Is ᴀʟʟ I'ʟʟ ʙᴇ.

    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ
    Tᴏ sʜᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
    Bʀɪɢʜᴛɴᴇss ᴛᴜʀɴs
    Tᴏ ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ʀᴀɪɴ.

    Cᴀsᴄᴀᴅɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴡɴ,
    Tʜɪs ʙʟᴏᴏᴅʏ ᴀʀᴛ,
    Wᴏʀsᴛ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴏғ ᴀʟʟ
    Sᴛɪʟʟ ᴘɪᴇʀᴄɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ



    WHAT DO YOU DO™
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ,
    Bᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʏᴇᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴀᴅ
    Hᴀs ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʟɪᴇ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Tʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏ-ᴏɴᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ,
    Wɪᴛʜ ɴᴏ-ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴀʟʟ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴘʀᴀʏ,
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɴᴏ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴀʏᴇʀ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ? Wʜᴏ ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴇᴠᴇɴ Gᴏᴅ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ....



    TO WHOM IT CONCERN™
    Tᴏ ᴡʜᴏᴍ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇʀɴ,
    I ᴋɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ.
    Mʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɪs sᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴇʀᴇ,
    ʙᴜᴛ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ ʜᴀs ᴅʀɪғᴛᴇᴅ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.

    Yᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ,
    ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡᴀs ᴛᴏssᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪʀᴛ.
    Nᴏ ᴛᴏᴍʙsᴛᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ,
    ɴᴏ ᴇᴘɪᴛᴀᴘʜ ᴅᴇsᴄʀɪʙɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʜᴜʀᴛ.

    Yᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ,
    ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ɪs sᴛᴀɪɴᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛᴇᴀʀs.
    Eᴀᴄʜ ᴅʀᴏᴘ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇs,
    ᴏғ ʟᴏɴʟɪɴᴇss ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴀʀs.

    I ʙᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ʟᴇss,
    ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇs ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴜɴsᴇᴇɴ.
    Tʜᴀᴛ I ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ,
    ᴀɴᴅ I ᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴀɢᴇ ғᴏᴜʀᴛᴇᴇɴ.

    I ɢᴜᴇss ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡᴀs ᴡᴏʀᴛʜʟᴇss,
    ᴀ ᴜsᴇʟᴇss ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴀɪʀ.
    I'ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ I ᴀsᴋᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ,
    ᴏʀ ᴀsᴋᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇ.

    Tᴏ ᴡʜᴏᴍ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇʀɴ,
    I ᴋɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ.
    Mʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɪs sᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴇʀᴇ,
    ʙᴜᴛ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ ʜᴀs ʀᴜɴ ᴀᴡᴀʏ




    LIVING IN SHADOWS™
    Sᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏs ᴀʀᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ
    Oᴛʜᴇʀs ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴀᴅ
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs I'ᴍ Hᴀᴘᴘʏ
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs I'ᴍ Sᴀᴅ

    I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ
    I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ
    Tʜᴇʏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
    Wʜᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴇs ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ

    Lɪᴠɪɴɢ ɪɴ Sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡs
    Is ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.
    Wᴇ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴜʀsᴇʟᴠᴇs
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴜs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ

    I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴛᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ,
    Sᴏ I ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ sᴏ,
    I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ.
    Lɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ,
    Wᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡ,
    Oɴᴇ ɪs ᴀ ʟᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
    Aɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇsᴛ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ.

    Wʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀʏ ᴊᴜᴍᴘ,
    Wᴇ sʜᴏᴜᴛ ʙᴀᴄᴋ "Hᴏᴡ Hɪɢʜ?"
    Iғ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴄᴏᴏʟ,
    Mᴏsᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴊᴜᴍᴘ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴋʏ.

    Bᴜᴛ I'ᴍ Pʟᴀɪɴ sɪᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ Tɪʀᴇᴅ
    Oғ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴛᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ,
    Tʜᴀᴛ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍɪss

    I ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ʟɪғᴇ,
    Aᴄᴄᴏʀᴅɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ sᴀʏ.
    Tʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏᴘᴜʟᴀʀ,
    Bᴜᴛ ʜᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴅᴀʏ.
    I ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ɪғ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴀ ᴘᴀᴛᴛᴇʀɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ,
    Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴠɪsɪʙʟᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ?
    Is ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢɪɴ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡs
    Cᴀɴ ᴏɴʟʏ ʙʀɪɴɢ ᴛᴇᴀʀs.



    SOMEDAY™
    Sʜᴇ sɪᴛs,
    Aᴍɪᴅsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs,
    Sᴍɪʟɪɴɢ, ʟᴀᴜɢʜɪɴɢ, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴊᴏᴋᴇs,
    Hᴏᴘɪɴɢ ɴᴏʙᴏᴅʏ sᴇᴇs,
    Tʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs sʜᴇ ᴋᴇᴇᴘs ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ.

    Eᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ғɪɴᴅs ʜᴇʀ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ,
    Sᴍᴀʀᴛ, ᴋɪɴᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ,
    Bᴜᴛ sʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟs ɪsᴏʟᴀᴛᴇᴅ, ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ,
    Lɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ɢʜᴏsᴛ, ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ.

    Sʜᴇ ʜɪᴅᴇs ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴀ ᴍᴀsᴋ,
    Hɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʜᴇʀ,
    Oɴʟʏ ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴏᴜᴛ,
    Wʜᴇɴ sʜᴇ ʟɪᴇs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ.

    Sʜᴇ ᴄʀɪᴇs ʜᴇʀsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏ sʟᴇᴇᴘ,
    Oɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ
    Sʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ғʀᴇᴇ,
    Tᴏ ʟᴇᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ғɪɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ,
    Bᴜᴛ sʜᴇ's sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ.

    Sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ,
    Sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ sᴀʏ,
    Sᴏ sʜᴇ ʜɪᴅᴇs,
    Hᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ,
    Sᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏ.



    RAINING IN MY HEAD™
    Yᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ᴡʜɪsᴘᴇʀ
    Yᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴄᴇ ɪs sᴏ ᴜɴᴄʟᴇᴀʀ
    I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴀʏ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ
    Yᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ

    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴀɪᴅ

    Sᴏ I sᴘᴇᴀᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ʀɪᴅᴅʟᴇs
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀʏ
    I sᴍᴏᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Aɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀsʜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ
    Aɴᴅ ᴅɪɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʜᴏʟᴇ
    Iɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜs ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ

    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴀɪᴅ

    I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴏʏ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Tʜᴀᴛ ᴄʀɪᴇs ᴏᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ
    Yᴇᴛ I ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʀᴇɴ
    Tʜᴏᴜɢʜ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ I ғᴇᴇʟ
    Bᴜᴛ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ I'ʟʟ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ
    Iғ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ.

    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴀɪᴅ!!




    ALONE™
    I ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ ɪᴛ,
    Iᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴇᴀsɪᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴇ,
    Aɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴍᴘᴛɪɴᴇss,
    Tᴏ sᴍɪʟᴇ ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏғ ᴄʀʏ.
    I ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ғᴀᴄᴇ ᴛᴇʜ ғᴀᴄᴛ,
    Mʏ ʟɪғᴇ ɪs ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
    Aɴᴅ ɪ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴇᴇᴅɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ,
    Aɴᴅ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ.
    'Cᴀᴜsᴇ I ғᴇᴇʟ ᴏʜ-sᴏ-ғᴏʀɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ,
    Sᴏ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ,
    Wɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴛʀᴀᴄᴇ ᴏғ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇss,
    Aɴᴅ ɴᴏ sᴏᴜʟ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ.
    I ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴛ,
    I ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ sᴘʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴍʏ ᴡɪɴɢs,
    Aɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ʜᴀs ᴍᴇʟᴛᴇᴅ,
    Iɴᴛᴏ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜɪɴɢs.
    Iᴛ's ʜᴀʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴛ,
    Mʏ ᴡɪsʜᴇs ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ʜᴏᴍᴇ,
    Sᴏ I'ʟʟ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴɢᴜɪsʜ,
    Bᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʀʏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ




    THE LOST SOULS™
    Sɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴀɢɪᴄ ᴍɪsᴇʀʏ,
    ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴡᴇʟʟs ᴜᴘ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ᴍᴇ.
    Fᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ,
    sɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ.
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ,
    ᴀs I ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ғᴀʟʟ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴀᴍɪᴅsᴛ ᴍʏ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
    I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴜsɪᴄ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ.
    I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟs.

    Sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜᴛs, sᴇʟғ-ᴍᴀᴅᴇ.
    Lᴏᴡᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sʜᴀʀᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ʙʟᴀᴅᴇ.
    Rᴇғʟᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴀ sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴀʟ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ,
    ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴇɢɪɴs ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴏᴛ.
    Mʏ ᴋɴɪғᴇ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ʜᴇᴀʟs,
    ᴀs I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ʀᴇᴠᴇᴀʟs.
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ,
    ɪᴛ ɪs sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀʏ sᴀᴠᴇ.
    I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟs.

    I'ᴍ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀɪɴɢ ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇs,
    ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴠᴀʟᴜᴇ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀs.
    Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴀʟʟ I ᴄᴀɴ ᴘᴇʀᴄᴇɪᴠᴇ,
    ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴏʀʀɪᴅ ғᴏʀsᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴇᴠᴇ.
    Tʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ ᴘᴏᴜʀs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ,
    ᴀs I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡɪsʜ I ᴡᴀs ᴅᴇᴀᴅ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴀʟᴀs, ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ sᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇᴀᴛs,
    ᴀɴᴅ I ʜᴇᴀʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇʟsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʀᴇᴘᴇᴀᴛs.
    I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟs.

    Tʀᴀɢɪᴄ ᴍᴜsɪᴄ, ғᴏʀ ᴛʀᴀɢɪᴄ sᴏᴜʟs.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ʜᴏʟᴇs.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ sɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏᴜʀɪɴɢ ʀᴀɪɴ.
    Wᴇ'ʀᴇ sᴀᴅᴅᴇɴᴇᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇʟᴇɴᴛʟᴇss sᴛʀɪғᴇ.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ʟɪғᴇ.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴀ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ʙᴇʏᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴛᴇ,
    ɪᴛ ɪs sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛᴇ.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟs.




    ɪɴғᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴅᴇᴄᴇᴘᴛɪᴏɴ,ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ.ɪ'ʟʟ ғᴇᴇᴅ ᴏғғ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ.ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏɴғᴇssɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴍʏ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ ᴄʀɪᴍᴇ....Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀsᴘɪʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ's ᴅᴇғɪɴɪᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ. Lᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴅᴇғɪɴᴇ ɪᴛ ʙʏ sɪᴍᴘʟʏ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ sᴇʟғ, ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴʏ ɪɴғʟᴜᴇɴᴄᴇs ᴏʀ ʀᴇsᴛʀɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴs." Yᴏᴜ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴄʟᴜᴇ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ, sᴏ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ ᴍᴇ ʙʏ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ ᴡᴏʀᴅs, I ᴡɪʟʟ sʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ɢɪʀʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ. Aɴᴅ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ I ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ, I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴍ NOT. I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ Rᴏʟᴇ ᴍᴏᴅᴇʟ, ʙᴜᴛ I ɢᴜᴇss ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴏɴᴇ. Iғ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴇɴᴄᴏᴜʀᴀɢᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs ᴀɴᴅ sᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ. Aɴᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ/ᴀᴄᴛɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴠᴜʟɴᴇʀᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ. I ᴀᴍ Eᴍᴏ . Nᴏᴡ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ sᴀʏ “ Oʜ ʏᴇᴀ sʜᴇ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ғʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴜᴛs ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ , ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ,I ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀɴᴇᴛ,I ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ Vᴇɪᴡ ᴏɴ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ Dɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʟᴀʙᴇʟs sɪᴍᴘʟʏ ᴀʀᴇ. Wʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ sᴇᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀᴛᴇɢᴏʀɪᴢᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴏᴜʀsᴇʟᴠᴇs ғᴇᴇʟ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴡʜᴏᴍ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ. Bᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀs ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ. I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜʏ, ᴇᴀsʏ ʟɪғᴇ. Jᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴘʀᴏʙʟᴇᴍs ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ. Nᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ɢʟɪᴍᴘsᴇ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ, ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴍ. I Aᴍ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏᴘᴇɴ-ʜᴇᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ. I ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ. Tʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀs ᴛᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ʟᴇssᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟᴇᴀʀɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴡᴀʏ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴅɪᴍᴇ ᴀ ᴅᴏᴢᴇɴ, ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴀᴍ. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ I’ʟʟ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ. I’ᴍ ᴀ ᴍʏsᴛᴇʀʏ. Vᴇʀʏ ғᴇᴡ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴍᴇ . Pᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴏᴋᴀʏ, ᴡʜᴏ sᴀʏs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ. Bᴇɪɴɢ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ɪs ᴏᴠᴇʀʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ. I ᴀᴍ ʀᴀʀᴇʟʏ ɴɪᴄᴇ sᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ I ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴏғ ᴀᴅᴠᴀɴᴛᴀɢᴇ ᴏғ ɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴄᴇ, ᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʙᴏʏ/ɢɪʀʟ, I'ʟʟ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀss ᴅᴏᴡɴ. I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴜʟʟsʜɪᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴜʟʟsʜɪᴛ ᴍᴇ. I ᴀᴍ DEFINITELY ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ʙɪɢ ᴘᴇʀᴠᴇʀᴛ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ I ɢᴀɪɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜɪs ᴠᴜʟɢᴀʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ's ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɴᴏᴡ sᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ. I ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ʙʏ MY ʀᴜʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪᴍɪᴛs, sɪɴᴄᴇ I ᴀᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ Wᴇʟʟ, I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ʙʏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ. I ʟɪᴠᴇ MY ʟɪғᴇ MY ᴡᴀʏ, sᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs, ɪᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴʏ ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛs. Tᴏ sᴜᴍ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴜᴘ, ʜᴇʀᴇ: I ᴀᴍ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ MIND, VOICE, ᴀɴᴅ HEART ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄʜᴏᴏsᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀʟʟ ᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴄᴇ... Oʜʜʜʜ ᴍᴀᴀᴀɴɴɴɴɴɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ɢᴏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ... I'ᴠᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. A ᴘʟᴀʏᴇʀ, ᴀ ᴄʜᴇᴀᴛᴇʀ, sᴛᴜᴄᴋ-ᴜᴘ ᴀssᴡɪᴘᴇs, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢs ᴀɴᴅ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ's ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ. Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ʙᴀᴅ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴏᴍ I ᴀᴍ, ʙᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ, I ɢᴜᴇss ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴛᴏᴏ ᴅɪғғɪᴄᴜʟᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ. Tʜᴇʏ ᴀs ᴀ Fʀᴇᴀᴋ ɪɴ Sᴋɪɴɴʏ Jᴇᴀɴs, ᴏʀ ʙʀᴀɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. As ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴀʀᴄʜ, I ɢᴇᴛ ғᴜᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴏᴠᴇʀ. Sᴏ ᴍʏ sᴇᴀʀᴄʜ ɪs ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ "Mʀ. Rɪɢʜᴛ" ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ғɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏ Hɪɢʜ Sᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ғʟɪɴɢ, ᴏʀ ᴀ Sʜᴏʀᴛ Tɪᴍᴇ Bᴏᴏᴛʏ ᴄᴀʟʟ. I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ɪғ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪᴄᴛᴜʀᴇ. Sᴏ ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪᴛ ɪs I'ᴍ sᴛᴀᴛɪɴɢ ɪᴛ. I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍʏ Mʀ. Rɪɢʜᴛ ɪs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀɪᴛ. Wᴀɪᴛ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʜᴇ sᴛʀᴏʟʟs ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ Cᴏʀɴᴇʀ. Uɴᴛɪʟ Tʜᴇɴ, I ᴀᴍ sᴛᴜᴄᴋ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ. Tᴏ Mʏ Hᴀᴛᴇʀs ᴀɴᴅ Nᴏɴ-ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇʀs Tᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴛᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I'ᴍ ʀᴇᴀʟ- I ᴀᴍ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏ sᴛʏʟᴇ, ᴍʏ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ, ᴇᴛᴄ. Wᴇʟʟ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ A-OKAY. Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅʀᴇss ᴏʀ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴀ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴ ᴡᴀʏ. Iᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I ᴄʜᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴏᴄᴋ ɪᴛ. :). I ᴅᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴀɪʟ/ᴀɴᴅ "Yᴏᴜʀ ᴀ Fʀᴇᴀᴋ" ᴍᴀɪʟ ғʀᴇǫᴜᴇɴᴛʟʏ. I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇs ᴡʜᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ/ᴡʀᴏᴛᴇ ɪᴛ. Mᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ I ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴇᴇʙʟᴇ ᴀᴛᴛᴇᴍᴘᴛs ᴛᴏ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛ ᴍᴇ. Iɴ ʟɪғᴇ ɪᴛ ɪs ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ʜᴀs ᴀɴ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ , ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀs, ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ. I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴀᴄᴋ, ʏᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏʀ ᴄᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴀᴍᴇs. Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴍ ᴡᴀʏ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄʟᴀss Sᴏ ɪᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏɴᴇ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ɪɴ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴀsɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ: Fʀᴇᴀᴋ , ᴄᴏᴄᴋʏ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ, ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ, ᴇᴛᴄ. I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏɴᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴍᴇ, I'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴀɴᴅ ғᴏʀ Dʀᴀᴍᴀ, ᴏʀ Bᴜʟʟsʜɪᴛ. ABSOLUTELY DO NOT!... Cᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴛ, sᴇxʏ, ᴏʀ ʙᴀʙʏ. Tʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴇɢʀᴀᴅɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ɢᴀɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ɴᴀᴍᴇs. T4LK 2 Mɪ LYK DIS, ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏ ғᴏʀᴍ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ɪᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴅᴜᴍʙ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅɪᴛʏ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Eɴɢʟɪsʜ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ғᴜʟʟ ᴋᴇʏʙᴏᴀʀᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғɪɴɢᴇʀᴛɪᴘs, sᴛʀᴜᴄᴛᴜʀᴇ sᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴀs sᴏ. Sᴏ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʟɪᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ʙᴜᴛᴛᴏɴ, ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ, "Wᴏᴡ. I ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴇᴛ." Yᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ. Aɴʏᴡᴀʏᴢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜsʟʏ ʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ sᴏ ɢᴏ ᴀʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ



    ღDISSECTIONღ
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʀᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ʀɪᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴇɪɴs ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ. Cᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴢᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sᴄᴀʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ʟᴇғᴛ ɪᴛs ᴍᴀʀᴋ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ. I ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴜsʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴘᴜʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴀᴄᴋ; ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴏᴛʜ ʟᴏᴏsᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪɴ. I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴜɴᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀs I ᴀsᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ; ɪᴛ's ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴡɪʟᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴇʏᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴀᴛɪsғʏ ᴍᴇ. Qᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ I ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ; I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄʜɪᴅɪɴɢʟʏ ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴏɴʏᴍᴏᴜsʟʏ ᴇᴀɢᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ. Oᴜᴛɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏɴᴇs; I ᴇɴᴠʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴇɴsᴇ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴғᴏʀᴍɪᴛʏ, ʙᴜᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɴᴏᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴏᴜᴛʜ sʜᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ʙᴜsʏ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀʀ. I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ; ʙᴜᴛ I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ғᴀᴜʟᴛs; ᴍᴇssɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ғᴇᴀʀs; ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ ғʀᴀᴍᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴀɴʏ sᴋɪɴ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴏᴡɴ.





    ღANATOMYღ
    I ᴡɪsʜ I ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴀᴄʜᴇ ʙᴜʀɴs. Wɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ɪɴɴᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇxɪᴛʏ, I sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴇsᴄʀɪʙᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀs ᴀ ʙᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ʀᴜʙʙᴇʀ ʙᴀɴᴅs. Tᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ; ᴛᴀɴɢʟᴇᴅ. Aʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀʀᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴛᴡɪɴᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ sᴏʟɪᴅ ᴄᴏʀᴇ. I'ᴍ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɢᴀᴘs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏʟᴇs ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ. "I ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀᴘᴇᴛᴜᴀʟ sᴍᴜᴅɢᴇ. Mʏ ʟɪɴᴇs ᴀʟʟ ᴄᴜʀᴠᴇ. I ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴅᴏᴛs." I ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴇxᴛʀᴀᴏʀᴅɪɴᴀʀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ; ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴡɪʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ ɪᴛ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ's ғᴀᴋᴇ, ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀɴ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴ. Tʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪs ᴏɴʟʏ ɪɴ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴀɪʀʏ ᴛᴀʟᴇs. Aɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʜᴇɴ I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ.



    ღSURGERYღ
    Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ I ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴄᴋ ᴇʏᴇs ᴀs ᴡᴇ ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ's ᴄʀᴜsᴛ; I ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴇᴀɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. I sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟ ʟɪɴᴇɴ; I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ. Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴘʀᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ. Iғ ɴᴏᴛ, I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇsɪᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ. Wʜᴇɴ I ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴇ; ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴀɪʟʏ, I ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴇᴀʀɴ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀssᴇʀʙʏ's. Iғ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ, I ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇɴᴛʟʏ ᴡʀᴀᴘ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴀғᴇʟʏ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴘᴏᴄᴋᴇᴛ. Yᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀs. Aᴛᴛᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜɪᴘ, ᴏɴʟʏ sᴇᴘᴀʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜ. Yᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀs I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ. Fᴏʀ ᴡᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ. I ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴛ ғʟᴇᴇ; ʀᴜɴ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ. I ᴍᴜsᴛ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ, ᴜɴғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴄᴏɴғʀᴏɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ; ᴇɴɢᴀɢɪɴɢ ɪɴ ɴᴇʀᴠᴏᴜs ᴄᴏɴᴠᴇʀsᴀᴛɪᴏɴ; ᴜɴғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴀᴛᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ; sᴄᴀʀᴇs ᴍᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴀssᴜʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴡᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʜᴏsᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ, ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛ; ᴅᴇᴄɪsɪᴏɴ; ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ; ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴅ. Cᴜᴛᴇ. Yᴏᴜʀ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡ ʟᴏᴏᴋs ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ; ɪᴛ ᴍɪᴍɪᴄs ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜɪᴘs ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛʟʏ; ᴡʜᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴄᴜʀᴠʏ ᴏʀ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ; ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ. Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ. Yᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ. Nᴏᴡ...I ᴘʀᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀs. Yᴏᴜ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ. MAIN: Fɪʀsᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ғɪʀsᴛ sᴛᴇᴘs. Mɪɴᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴏʀs... ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛ. Iᴛ's ғᴜɴɴʏ... ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ sᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ sᴏɪʟᴇᴅ. Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ, I'ᴍ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ ʟɪɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴍᴜᴅɢᴇ. Eᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴍᴀʟ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ. Mʏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜsʜɪᴏɴs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴇʏᴇs. Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs I ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ʜᴀɪʀᴄᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴇs ᴜɴɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇᴅ... ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ sʜɪʀᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏɴғɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ʏᴇᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴅʀᴀᴡs ʀɪᴅɪᴄᴜʟᴇ. Bᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ I sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴠᴇ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. Mʏ ᴄᴜʀsᴇ ɪs ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴏʀᴅ "ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ" ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴇ. Mʏ ғᴀɪʟᴜʀᴇ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀssɪᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇᴍ. I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ғɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ I'ᴍ ᴏᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇʙᴀᴄᴋs ғᴏʀ ᴍɪʟᴇs. "Yᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴇᴛ. Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ Iᴛs ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴs ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ." Exᴄᴜsᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғɪʀᴇᴡᴏʀᴋs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴏғғ... ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Mᴀʏʙᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴀs ᴏɴʟʏ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ. Oʀ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟᴇғᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ғɪɴɢᴇʀs. Iᴛ's ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ sᴘɪɴs ᴀɴᴅ I ғɪɴᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴄʜᴀsɪɴɢ ᴄᴏɴsᴄɪᴏᴜsɴᴇss. I'ᴍ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ᴍᴇss. Jᴜsᴛ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴄʜɪsᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏxʏɢᴇɴ, ᴘᴜᴍᴘ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇss ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss.



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    I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴅᴇᴄɪsɪᴏɴs. ᴡɪᴛʜᴇʀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴏʀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴇs ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴏʟᴅ ɢʀᴜᴅɢᴇs ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛs ᴀ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍᴀᴅ ᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. I'ᴍ ɴɪᴄᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀᴅᴠᴀɴᴛᴀɢᴇ ᴏғ ɪᴛ ᴏʀ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɪss ᴍʏ ᴀss. Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴜʀɴ ɪᴛ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ sᴄᴇɴᴇ, ɢᴏᴛʜɪᴄ, ᴇᴍᴏ ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇʟsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴜᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ sᴛᴇʀᴇᴏᴛʏᴘᴇs. I ᴀᴍ ᴍᴇ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ sᴛʏʟᴇ. Iᴛ's ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. I'ᴍ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʙʏ ɢᴜʏs. I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀ ɢᴜʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ɢᴜʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ sᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ɢᴜʏs ᴀʀᴇ ʜᴏʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ɢᴜʏs ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ʟᴀʙᴇʟ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs. I'ᴍ ᴀɢɴᴏsᴛɪᴄ, ɪᴛs ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs ʀɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I sᴇᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs. I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ sɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʙᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ᴛʜᴇɴ I ᴅᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ. Wᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ sᴏᴍᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ. A ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. Jᴜsᴛ ᴀs I sᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋs ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇᴍ. Tʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴғʟɪᴄᴛs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ sʜᴏᴡs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ. Mᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ, I ᴀᴍ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ, I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪs ʀɪɢʜᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴀʟs ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴜʙsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏᴀᴋ ɪɴ ʟᴏɴᴇʟɪɴᴇss. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ I ᴡɪʟʟ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ. Rᴇɢᴀʀᴅʟᴇss ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ.



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    ღINSANITYღ
    Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ ᴜɴʀᴇʟᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʟᴀsᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʟʟ. Fᴏʀ ᴀᴡʜɪʟᴇ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴘᴜɴɪsʜᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ, ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ɪᴛ ʜᴀs ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ sʜᴏᴡɴ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀssɪᴏɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ ɴᴏɴᴇ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ sᴏ ғᴏʀᴛᴜɴᴀᴛᴇ. Lᴀᴛᴇʟʏ ɴᴏᴡ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴄᴀɴ sʜᴏᴡ ɴᴏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ; ғᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀssɪᴏɴ, I ᴀᴍ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ sᴏᴜʟ, ɴᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, I ᴀᴍ ʜᴏʟʟᴏᴡ. Mᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ, ᴅɪsᴍᴀʟ ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅ ᴏғ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ʜᴜɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ. Iᴛ ʜᴀs sᴛʀᴜᴄᴋ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴘʀᴇssᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴡɪɴᴅs, ʀᴀɪɴᴅʀᴏᴘs ᴏғ sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪɢʜᴛɴɪɴɢ ʙᴏʟᴛs ᴏғ ᴜɴғᴏʀɢɪᴠɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ. Fᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ sʟɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ sʟɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴏғ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅɪᴛʏ ᴄᴀɴ sᴇɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴏɪʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ I ʟᴏᴏsᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ғᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ. Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ ʜᴀs ᴛʜɪs ɪɴғᴇᴄᴛɪᴏᴜs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ ғʀᴀᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴅ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ. Tʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴏғ ᴘᴀɪɴғᴜʟ ʜɪsᴛᴏʀʏ sʟɪᴄᴇᴅ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴘɪʀɪᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴛᴇᴇʟ-ᴇᴅɢᴇᴅ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs, sʟᴀsʜɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sᴛʀᴀɴᴅ ᴏғ sᴀɴɪᴛʏ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴʏɪᴇʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғᴇʟᴛ sᴏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ.



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    Iᴛ's ғᴜɴɴʏ ʜᴏᴡ ᴠᴇʀʏ sɪᴍᴘʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴛʀɪᴄᴀᴛᴇ ɪʟʟᴜsɪᴏɴs ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴀᴅᴇs ɢᴏ, ᴏʀ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀssɪsᴛᴀɴᴛ sᴛᴇᴘs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴜɴʜᴀʀᴍᴇᴅ. Iғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴅ, I'ᴅ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ sᴛᴀʏ ʙʟɪɴᴅғᴏʟᴅᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇs. Sᴍᴀʟʟ ᴀᴍᴏᴜɴᴛs ᴏғ "ɢᴇɴᴜɪɴᴇ" ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴅʀᴇssᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs ɪɴ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴠᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏʀɴᴇʀs ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟɪᴘs. Pᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅs ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ. Mʏ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ᴛᴜʀɴs ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴇᴀʀ ʙᴜᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴs. I'ᴍ ғᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴀ ʟᴏsᴇʀ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴀʟʟ I'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ. Tʜᴇsᴇ ᴋɴᴜᴄᴋʟᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ғɪɢʜᴛs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴇxᴄᴇᴘᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ. I ᴡᴀs ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛ ɪɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇs, sᴛᴇᴇʟ ᴡᴏᴏʟ ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏғ sɪʟᴋ. Mʏ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ғʟᴀᴡ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ... ɴᴏ ᴡᴀɪᴛ... ᴍʏ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ғʟᴀᴡ ɪs ᴍʏ ɪɴʜᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏᴄᴜᴍᴇɴᴛ ɪᴛ. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɴᴇs, ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʜᴀʟғ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I sᴀʏ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ. Iᴛ's ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ʜᴏɴᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ʀᴇᴠᴏʟᴠᴇs ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ᴡᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʟɪᴇ. I ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢɪɴɢ ɪᴛ, ɪғ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴀ ᴊᴀᴍ. Bᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ (ᴏᴠᴇʀ) ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ. I'ᴍ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍʏ sɪɢʜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴋᴇʏʙᴏᴀʀᴅs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ, ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ.



    ღFORGIVENESSღ
    Mʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss, ᴍʏ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ sʜᴀʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴇɴᴅ. Iᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛ ᴍʏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴅᴀʏ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴏᴏɴᴇʀ ᴏʀ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ. Hᴏᴡ ᴡɪʟʟ I ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ᴄᴀʟɪʙᴇʀ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴡᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ, sʟᴀsʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ sᴛʀᴀɴᴅs ᴏғ sᴀɴɪᴛʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴏʟᴅ sᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʀ? I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀsᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜs ɪʀᴏɴ ɢʀɪᴘ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʙᴜᴛ I ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴍᴘʟɪsʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Wɪʟʟ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ? I ᴀᴍ ᴀs ᴀ ᴊᴜɴᴋɪᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ. Cᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀɪᴅɢᴇ ᴏғ ʟɪғᴇ, ɪɴᴊᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅʀᴜɢ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ᴀs ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴀs I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏғ ɪᴛ, ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇɴsᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʙʀɪᴇғ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ. Oɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴠᴀɴɪsʜ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴛ ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. Aᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs I ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛ ɪᴛ ᴀs ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴄᴋᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ I ғᴇᴀʀ ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴀʟʟ. Wᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ғᴇᴀʀ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴏғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ, sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ, ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛᴀᴄʜᴇ ʜᴀs ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ sᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ᴛᴏʟʟ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴇʙʟᴇ ʙᴏᴅʏ, ᴍʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴇʀᴇᴅ sᴏᴜʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ sʜᴀᴛᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. Iᴛ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴀᴛᴇɴ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴏᴡ ʙᴇ ᴄʟᴀssɪғɪᴇᴅ ᴀs ᴀ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀᴘ ᴏғ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜʟᴇss ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. I ᴘʀᴀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ɢᴜɪᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ sʜɪɴᴇs ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴀʀᴍs ᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ. Bᴜᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ I ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪɢʜᴛ? Wɪʟʟ I ʙᴇ sᴏ ғᴏʀᴛᴜɴᴀᴛᴇ? Wɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴀʏ ғɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ? Oɴʟʏ Tɪᴍᴇ Wɪʟʟ Tᴇʟʟ. Iɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ I ᴡᴀs ᴏɴʟʏ ᴘʟᴀɴɴɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜsɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟʟʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ I sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ɴᴇᴇᴅɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀɪɴɢ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɢᴇᴛs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ.



    ღESSENCEღ
    Iᴛ's ᴏᴋᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴜᴛᴛᴇʀғʟɪᴇs ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ. Jᴜsᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ғʟʏ ɪɴ ғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ. Tᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴᴋ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴍᴀssɪᴠᴇ ᴅᴏsᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴀs ʙʟᴀɴᴋ ᴘᴀɢᴇs ᴛᴜʀɴ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴅᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. Tʜᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ғᴇᴇʟs ғᴏɢɢʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ Lᴏɴᴅᴏɴ ᴡɪɴᴛᴇʀ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴀss ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪɢɴɪᴛʏ. Nᴏʙᴏᴅʏ ɢᴇᴛs ʜᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ғᴇᴇʟs ᴡʜᴇɴ I ʟᴀʏ sɪᴅᴇᴡᴀʏs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪʟʟᴏᴡ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ. Tɪᴍᴇ ᴘᴀssᴇs ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴏᴛᴛʟᴇs ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs. Lᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғʟᴏᴀᴛ.... ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴏᴋ. Bᴇɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴜɴᴀᴜᴛʜᴇɴᴛɪᴄ. Bʀᴇᴀᴛʜɪɴɢ ʟɪғᴇ ɪs ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ... ɪɴ ᴅᴏsᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ.



    ღISOLATEDღ
    Eʏᴇs ʟᴏᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜʀʙ ᴀɴᴅ ʙʟᴀᴅᴇs ᴏғ ɢʀᴀss ᴛʜᴀᴛ sɴᴇᴀᴋ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋs. Pɪᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ. Tʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ʟɪғᴇ I ғᴇᴇʟ ɪs ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴀɴᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ, ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛs ʟɪɴᴋᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀs. I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ᴜs ᴀʟʟ, ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ sᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ᴡᴇᴀᴘᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ. WᴀᴋɪɴɢUᴘIɴGᴜɪʟᴛ: Iʟʟᴜᴍɪɴᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs ғᴇᴇʟ ᴇᴘɪᴄ. Lᴇᴛ's ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ ᴅɪsᴀsᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ʀᴏʟʟᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴏɴᴇ. Cᴀʀᴇғᴜʟʟʏ ᴄʜɪsᴇʟᴇᴅ ʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴇᴅɢᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ I ᴀᴍ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴏғ. Cᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛʟʏ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ғɪɢᴜʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴜɴᴛᴀɴɢʟᴇ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴀsᴛᴇᴅ. Fɪɴɢᴇʀs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs. I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ sʜᴇᴅᴅɪɴɢ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ɪɴ ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴛ ғᴇᴡ ɴɪɢʜᴛs. Dʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴏɴʟʏ ᴀᴘᴘʟʏ ᴛʜɪs ᴘʀᴇssᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ ᴀɴ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅ. Sᴛɪʟʟ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏ sᴡᴀʟʟᴏᴡ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇʟᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ. Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴍʏ ᴄᴜʀᴇ. Tʜɪs ʏᴇᴀʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇxᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ɢᴜɪʟᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏʟɪᴅᴀʏs. Iᴛ's ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs "ɢɪᴠᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ" ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ. Tᴏʀɴ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ᴏʀ ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇ. Kɪʟʟ ᴍᴇ. ♥

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  38. Post #4358
    Brosef Johnson
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    its like you dont even know me at all!

    she does not have red hair
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  39. Post #4359
    quinaking's Avatar
    February 2009
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    ♫Οʜ Hᴀɪɪ Dᴀɪʀʀ♪ =^.^=

    Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴠɪᴇᴡ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴏғɪʟᴇ, ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀsᴛ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴍᴇ
    I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴍᴇ ᴀss ᴍᴜsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀᴛɪʙɪʟɪᴛʏ..I ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍʟʏ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ
    Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴅᴅᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ɢᴛғᴏ ᴍʏ ᴘᴀɢᴇ Mᴜᴀʜʜ :*




    *Oᴘᴇɴs ᴊᴀʀ ᴏғ ᴊᴇʟʟʏ ʙᴇᴀɴs* Wʜʏ ɪs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs!? *Cʀɪᴇs* Wʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ?

    RAWR..Sᴛᴜғғ Aʙᴏᴜᴛ Mᴇ

    I'ᴍ Sᴄᴇɴᴇ..Dᴏɴ'ᴛ Lɪᴋᴇ Iᴛ..Gᴛғᴏ

    Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Cᴏʟᴏʀ: Bʟᴀᴄᴋ

    Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Aɴɪᴍᴀʟ: Pᴀɴᴅᴀ

    Zᴏᴅɪᴀᴄ Sɪɢɴ:Pɪsᴄᴇs

    I ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ Pᴏᴇᴛʀʏ

    Mᴏsᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ..I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏ

    Mᴜsɪᴄ ɪs ᴍʏ Dʀᴜɢ. Cᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ

    I ᴄᴜss sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴀɪʟᴏʀs ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴀɪɴᴛs.

    Tʜᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅ Bɪᴛᴄʜ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ

    I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ STYLE ʜᴀɪʀ.

    I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇ ᴠɪsɪᴛs.

    I ᴀᴍ ᴀɴ ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ.

    I ᴀᴍ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘʀᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɴɪᴄ ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋs.

    I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪssᴜᴇs ᴏғ sʜᴏᴜᴛɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ I ᴀᴍ.

    I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴜɢɢɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀ.

    Rᴀᴄɪsᴛs / Rᴀᴄɪsᴍ ᴘɪss ᴍᴇ ᴏғғ.

    I'ᴍ ɪɴᴛɪᴍɪᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ

    I ғɪɢʜᴛ, ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ I'ᴍ ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴛ, ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ.

    Dᴏ NOT ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴏɴᴇ-ᴜᴘ ᴍᴇ; I WILL ᴡɪɴ.

    I ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs

    I ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ.

    I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍʏ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ.

    I ᴄᴏɴsᴛᴀɴᴛʟʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅᴇʀs.

    I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ I'ʟʟ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀʀᴋ.

    I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴋɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ.

    I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟʏɪɴɢ.

    I ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴘᴏsᴇʀs

    Jᴜsᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ sᴀʏ ɪᴛ, ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. (Tʜᴇ ᴀʙsᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴀʙsᴇɴᴄᴇ.

    I ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ sᴇᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʟᴏɴɢ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋ ғᴏʀ ʟʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.

    Tʜᴇsᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴇs ғᴏʀ ᴄᴜss ᴡᴏʀᴅs..
    ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ= ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
    ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ ʙᴇʀʀʏ= ᴍᴇɢᴀ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
    ᴄʜᴇʀʀʏ ᴘɪᴇ=
    ᴄᴜɴᴛ ᴀᴘᴘʟᴇ= ᴀssʜᴏʟᴇ
    ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴍᴜғғɪɴ= ᴅᴜᴍʙ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
    ɢʀᴀᴘᴇ= ᴅɪᴄᴋ


    Memories are heartbeats
    Sounding through the years
    Echoes never fading
    Of our smiles and our tears.
    Moments that are captured
    Sometimes unaware
    Pictured in an album
    Or a lock of hair.
    Images that linger
    Deep within the mind
    Bit of verse we cherished
    Once upon a time.
    Through the musty hallways
    Of the days we knew
    Ever comes the vision
    Beautiful and true.
    Memories are roses
    Blooming evermore
    Full of fragrant sweetness
    Never known before.
    Life must have a meaning
    Goals for which to strive
    Memories are lights that burn
    To keep the heart alive.


    Mᴜsɪᴄ:
    Aʙᴀɴᴅᴏɴ ᴀʟʟ Sʜɪᴘs, Asᴋɪɴɢ Aʟᴇxᴀɴᴅʀɪᴀ, AᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋAᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋ!, Cʜᴜᴄᴋ! Nᴏ Cᴀᴘᴛᴀɪɴ Cʜᴜɴᴋ, Sʟᴇᴇᴘɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ Sɪʀᴇɴs Cʀᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ Eᴍᴘɪʀᴇ, Tʜᴇ Pʟᴏᴛ Wɪᴛʜɪɴ, Bʀᴇᴀᴋᴅᴏᴡɴ Sᴀɴɪᴛʏ, Oғ Mɪᴄᴇ & Mᴇɴ, Tʜᴇ Bᴜɴɴʏ Tʜᴇ Bᴇᴀʀ, Pɪᴇʀᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Vᴇɪʟ, Mᴀʏᴅᴀʏ Pᴀʀᴀᴅᴇ, Oɴᴇ Lᴀsᴛ Bʀᴇᴀᴛʜ, Fᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ Sɪᴄᴋᴇsᴛ Kɪᴅs, Tʜᴇ Rᴇᴀᴅʏ Sᴇᴛ, Tʜᴇ Sᴄᴇɴᴇ Aᴇsᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ, Aʟʟ Tɪᴍᴇ Lᴏᴡ, Aʀᴛɪsᴛ ᴠs Pᴏᴇᴛ, D-Tʜᴇ Bʟᴏᴏᴅ Cᴏғғɪɴ Bᴏɴᴅs, Sʟɪᴘᴋɴᴏᴛ, Sᴛᴀᴛɪᴄ X, Bᴜʟʟᴇᴛ Fᴏʀ ᴍʏ Vᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪɴᴇ, Mᴏᴛɪᴏɴʟᴇss Iɴ Wʜɪᴛᴇ, HIM, Eᴠᴀɴᴇᴄᴇɴsᴇ, SKRILLEX, Sɪʟᴠᴇʀsᴛᴇɪɴ, Fᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ Rᴇᴠᴇʀsᴇ, Esᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Fᴀᴛᴇ, Bʟᴇssᴛʜᴇғᴀʟʟ, Aʟᴇsᴀɴᴀ, Sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ Sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ, Sᴇɴsᴇs Fᴀɪʟ, Dʀᴏᴘ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ,Gᴏʀɢᴇᴏᴜs, Bʀɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Hᴏʀɪᴢᴏɴ, Wᴇ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀs Rᴏᴍᴀɴs, ᴋɪʟʟᴡʜɪᴛɴᴇʏᴅᴇᴀᴅ, I Kɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ Pʀᴏᴍ Qᴜᴇᴇɴ, Tʜᴇ Dᴇᴠɪʟ Wᴇᴀʀs Pʀᴀᴅᴀ, Aʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ Rᴇᴍᴀɪɴs


    WARPED AND TWISTED™
    Hᴀʀsʜ ᴡᴏʀᴅs & ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴛ ʙʟᴏᴡs
    Hɪᴅᴅᴇɴ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛs ɴᴏʙᴏᴅʏ ᴋɴᴏᴡs
    Eʏᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴏᴘᴇɴ, ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴀʀᴇ ғɪsᴛᴇᴅ
    Dᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ I'ᴍ ᴡᴀʀᴘᴇᴅ & ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ
    Sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛʀɪᴄᴋs & sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ʟɪᴇs
    Tᴏᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴡʜᴇɴs & ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴡʜʏs
    Nᴏʙᴏᴅʏ's sᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟ, ɴᴏʙᴏᴅʏ's ɢɪғᴛᴇᴅ
    I'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ, ᴡᴀʀᴘᴇᴅ & ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ
    Sʟᴇᴇᴘɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀᴋᴇ & ᴄʜᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ
    Lɪsᴛᴇɴɪɴɢ ʟᴏᴜᴅʟʏ ᴛᴏ ᴀ sɪʟᴇɴᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ
    Cᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ, ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴜᴍʙᴇʀ's ᴜɴʟɪsᴛᴇᴅ
    Lᴏsᴛ ɪɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ sᴏ ᴡᴀʀᴘᴇᴅ & ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ
    Oɴ ᴍʏ ᴋɴᴇᴇs, ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
    Lᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴠɪsɪʙʟᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ I'ᴠᴇ ʙʟᴇᴅ
    I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏɴᴇ, ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ʜᴀs ᴅʀɪғᴛᴇᴅ
    Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛ ᴍᴜᴄʜ, I'ᴍ ᴡᴀʀᴘᴇᴅ & ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ
    Bᴜʀɴᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ, ᴡᴀsᴛᴇᴅ, ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ, & ʜᴏʟʟᴏᴡ
    Tᴏᴅᴀʏ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ʏᴇsᴛᴇʀᴅᴀʏ's ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ
    Tʜᴇ sᴜɴ ᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴀsʜᴇs sɪғᴛᴇᴅ
    I'ᴍ sᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀʀᴘᴇᴅ & ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ




    SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG WITH ME™
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴜʀᴛ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ,
    ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴜʀsᴛɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀɴɢᴇʀ,
    ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴʏ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ɪғ ᴀʟʟ I ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴄʀʏ,
    I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴀɪɴ
    ᴀʟʟ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴅɪᴇ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ɪғ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴs ʀᴜɴ ᴡɪʟᴅ,
    ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ᴄᴏɴғᴜsɪᴏɴ ᴅᴏᴇs
    ɪs ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏsᴛ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs,
    ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴏɴᴇ
    ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ʙʀɪɴɢs.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ɪғ I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs,
    ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴅᴏᴇs
    ɪs ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴍʏ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ɪɴ ᴋɴᴏᴛs.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪs ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ
    ᴡʜᴇɴ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ,
    "Lᴇᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴇɴᴅ,"
    ɪs ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ sʜᴏᴜᴛ.




    UNCERTAINTY™
    Fᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴғᴜsɪᴏɴ,
    Dᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ,
    Uɴᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴᴛʏ.

    Wʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴏ I ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴏ I ɢᴏ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ I ᴅᴏ?

    Pɪᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ.
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ.
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ I sᴀʏ?

    Gᴇᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀʀ.
    Nᴏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ.
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ.

    Dᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Is ᴛʜᴇ ᴜʀɢᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ.
    Aᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ?

    Tʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ.
    Nᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ.
    Hᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅ,
    Tʜᴇ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ,
    Tʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛ,
    Fᴏʀ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀsᴇ -
    Fᴏʀ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ.




    ITS JUST THE WAY WE ARE™
    Wᴇ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ғᴏʀᴄᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ɢᴏ—
    Wᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴀ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴ ᴡᴀʏ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ sᴏ.
    Dʀᴇᴀᴍs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʟᴀsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏɴɢᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ғᴜʀᴛʜᴇsᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ—
    Aɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴇssᴏɴs ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʟᴇᴀʀɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ, ᴀʀᴇ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏɴᴇs ᴡᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜ.
    Tʜᴇ ɢʀᴀss ɪs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴇɴᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ʟɪᴇs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sɪᴅᴇ—
    Aɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜs ᴡᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs ᴀʀᴇ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴀʙɪᴅᴇ.
    Wᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴅ ᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴘᴇʀsᴘᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ ɪs ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴇ ʟᴀᴄᴋ—
    Aɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛ, ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛ ʙᴀᴄᴋ.
    Wᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜs ᴀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ, ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇᴛ ɪʀᴏɴɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴇ'ʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ—
    Tʜᴀᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀsᴋɪɴɢ ᴜs ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ, ᴡᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ.
    Wᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ʀɪɢʜᴛ—
    Wᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴀɪɴ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴇs ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ, ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇᴛ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛɪɢʜᴛ.
    Wᴇ ᴘʀᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟᴏᴠɪɴɢ ᴏᴜʀ ɴᴇɪɢʜʙᴏʀs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʀᴇɴ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ—
    Bᴜᴛ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴇᴛ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴇxᴀᴍᴘʟᴇs ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇᴍ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ.
    Wᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴀɪɴ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴠᴇs, ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴍᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏ—
    Yᴇᴛ ɪғ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʜᴏᴜʀs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ, ᴡᴇ'ᴅ ᴜsᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ᴛᴏᴏ.
    Wᴇ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴡᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ʏᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏ ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴀғᴀʀ—
    Aɴᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ᴅᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ, ᴏʀ ʀᴇᴍᴀɪɴ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀs ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ?




    BETRAYAL™
    Aɴ ᴇᴄʜᴏ ғᴀᴅᴇs ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ,
    ᴀɴ ᴇᴇʀɪᴇ ᴍᴏᴜʀɴғᴜʟ sᴏᴜɴᴅ.
    A sʜᴏᴏᴛɪɴɢ sᴛᴀʀ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀs ғʀᴏᴍ sɪɢʜᴛ,
    ᴀɴᴅ I ᴄʀᴜᴍʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ.
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ɴᴏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ɢᴀʀᴅᴇɴ;
    ᴍʏ sᴏʙs ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ sᴏᴜɴᴅ.
    I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴘᴏɪsᴏɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏɴᴇʏᴇᴅ ғᴏᴜɴᴛᴀɪɴ
    ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ.

    Dᴀᴢᴇᴅ, I sᴛᴀʀᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ,
    ᴍʏ ɢʀɪᴇᴠɪɴɢ ʜᴏᴡʟs ғɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ!
    Uɴɪɴᴛᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴀʟ ᴏғ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
    ʜᴀs ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ sɪɢʜᴛ.
    I ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ
    ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ sʜᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏᴜʀ ғᴇᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇʟɪɢʜᴛs.
    Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ᴛʀᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇᴅ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.
    Hᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʀɪɢʜᴛ?

    Fᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ, ᴄᴏʟᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏɴᴇʟʏ,
    I ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏᴡ I ғᴇᴇʟ,
    ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴇ.
    Tʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ɪs ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏᴏ ʀᴇᴀʟ.
    Sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ I ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴜɪʟᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʟʟ
    ᴀɴᴅ ʙʟᴏᴄᴋ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ʜᴏᴡ I ғᴇᴇʟ?
    Oʀ, sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ I ɢɪᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀ ᴄᴀʟʟ?
    Wᴇ ʙᴏᴛʜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʟ.

    Aɴ ᴇᴄʜᴏ ғᴀᴅᴇs ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ
    ᴀs ᴏᴜʀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀs.
    Hᴏᴡ ᴅᴏ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ʀɪɢʜᴛ?
    Hᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ I ᴇᴀsᴇ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴀʀs?
    Iғ I ᴅᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ,
    ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅs ʀᴇᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ?
    I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ sᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘᴀɪɴ.
    Hᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ ғᴇᴀʀ!



    QUIET EMOTIONS™
    I ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜ
    ᴛʜᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ;
    Sᴏ ɴᴏᴡ ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴏᴜʀ sᴇᴘᴀʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴡᴀʏs
    ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇs ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ.

    Tʜᴇ ʙᴏɴᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ
    ᴛʜᴇ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ɪɴᴛᴀᴄᴛ;
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴜs ʜᴀs ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴏɴᴇ
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɢᴇs ᴏғ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴜʀɴ ʙᴀᴄᴋ.

    I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʙᴇ ᴀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ;
    Tʜᴇ sᴍɪʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ I ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴜʀ ғɪɢʜᴛs ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴʟᴇss sᴄᴀʀs.

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʙᴜsʏ ᴅᴀʏs
    ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴛʜᴏᴜsᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ;
    Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ɢʟɪᴅᴇ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ
    ᴀɴᴅ sᴘᴇɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ.

    Iɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ
    ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ;
    Jᴜsᴛ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴜs
    I ᴀᴍ sᴛɪʟʟ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇs.




    AM I ALONE™
    I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ғᴜɴɴʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ,
    ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ.
    I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴɢʀʏ,
    ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ.

    Mʏ ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴄᴀʟʟs ɪᴛ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ,
    ᴍʏ ᴅᴀᴅ sᴀʏs ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs,
    ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴘsʏᴄʜᴏ,
    sᴏᴍᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ.
    Iᴛ's ʟɪᴋᴇ I'ᴍ ᴀ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ,
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ.

    I ɢᴇᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴇᴅɢʏ,
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛ sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʙᴀᴅ.
    Tʜᴇɴ I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴀᴄʜᴇ,
    ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ ʙʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴀᴅ.

    I ᴡɪsʜ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ,
    I ᴡɪsʜ ɪᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴏ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.
    Mᴀʏʙᴇ ɪғ I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴘʀᴀʏɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʜᴀʀᴅ,
    ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏ.



    JOURNEY THROUGH MY MIND™
    I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ғᴜɴɴʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ,
    ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ.
    I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴɢʀʏ,
    ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ.

    Mʏ ᴅᴏᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴄᴀʟʟs ɪᴛ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ,
    ᴍʏ ᴅᴀᴅ sᴀʏs ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs,
    ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ.

    Sᴏᴍᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴘsʏᴄʜᴏ,
    sᴏᴍᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ.
    Iᴛ's ʟɪᴋᴇ I'ᴍ ᴀ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ,
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏʟᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ.

    I ɢᴇᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴇᴅɢʏ,
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛ sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʙᴀᴅ.
    Tʜᴇɴ I ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴀᴄʜᴇ,
    ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ ʙʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴀᴅ.

    I ᴡɪsʜ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ,
    I ᴡɪsʜ ɪᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴏ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.
    Mᴀʏʙᴇ ɪғ I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴘʀᴀʏɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʜᴀʀᴅ,
    ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏ.




    ALONE™
    I ᴄʀʏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ
    I ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴍʏ ᴘɪʟʟᴏᴡ
    I ʜᴏʟᴅ ɪᴛ ᴛɪɢʜᴛ
    I sʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Wᴀɪᴛ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ
    Fᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡs I'ᴍ ʜᴏᴍᴇ

    I sɪᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ᴇᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ʟᴜɴᴄʜ
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴄᴀʀᴇs
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʜᴜɴᴄʜ

    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ
    I'ᴠᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ ᴀʟʟ I ᴀᴍ
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇ
    I'ᴍ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ, sᴏ ʙᴀʀᴇ.

    I'ᴍ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʜᴇsᴛ
    I ɴᴇᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ғɪʟʟ ɪᴛ
    Tᴏ ʙʀɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ʙᴇsᴛ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ,
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡᴀɴᴛs
    ᴛᴏ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʙʀɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ ᴍʏ ғʀᴏᴡɴ.
    Sᴏ I sɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴄʀʏ
    Lᴇᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ʙɪɢ sɪɢʜ
    Sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ,
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀs ᴍʏ ᴄʀʏ.




    WHAT'S THE POINT™
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴡɪsʜᴇs ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ sᴛʀɪᴠɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs ғᴀɪʟ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ sᴇᴀʀᴄʜɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴀɪʟ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ I ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴄʀʏ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ sᴍɪʟɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ sᴛɪʟʟ sᴇᴇ ᴍʏ ᴛᴇᴀʀs
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇs ғᴀᴅᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ sᴛᴀʏɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ʀᴀᴄᴇ?
    Wʜᴇɴ I’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ
    Wʜᴀᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴘʀᴀʏɪɴɢ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴍʏ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ



    NOTHING TO GAIN™
    Sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ ɪɴ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ
    Wᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ.
    Nᴏ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ
    Nᴏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ʜᴏᴍᴇ.
    Mʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪs ɪɴ ᴛᴜʀᴍᴏɪʟ,
    Iᴛ’s ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴀsᴇ.
    I ғᴀʟʟ ᴡᴀʏ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ,
    Aʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ.
    I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, I ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ.
    Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ.
    Rɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏssᴇᴅ ɪᴛ,
    Yᴏᴜ ᴛᴏʀᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ.
    Yᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴏʙʟɪᴠɪᴏᴜs
    Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ sᴇᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ.
    Yᴏᴜ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴄʟᴜᴇ.
    I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ.
    I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ғɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ
    Wʜᴇɴ I’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪɴ.
    Yᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀɪɢʜᴛ
    Aɴᴅ I’ᴍ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴡʀᴏɴɢ.
    Yᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ
    Aɴᴅ I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢ.
    Iᴛ ɪsɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ ɪᴛ,
    Tʜɪs ɪs ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
    Bᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ I’ʟʟ ʙᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ,
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ’s ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɢᴀɪɴ.




    FEARS ASIDE™
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴍᴇ
    Oɴᴇ I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴠɪᴇᴡ,
    Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ
    Wʜʏ I’ᴍ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ ᴛᴏ sʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ.
    Eᴀᴄʜ ᴅᴀʏ I ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ
    Tʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ sᴏ ᴡᴇʟʟ
    Sᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ’s ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ.
    Iᴛ’s ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ,
    Jᴜsᴛ I’ᴍ ᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ
    Hᴏᴡ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴍᴇ.
    Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇʀ
    Yᴏᴜ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʀᴀᴄᴇs ᴏғ ғᴇᴀʀ,
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ʟᴏɴɢɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ
    Wᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ.
    Exᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ
    I ʟᴏsᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ.
    I ғɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛᴛʟᴇ
    Bᴜᴛ ғᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴍʏ ɢᴏᴀʟ.
    Bᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴍʏ sᴀғᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟ
    I’ʟʟ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ
    Uɴᴛɪʟ ɪᴛ’s sᴀғᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ
    Aɴᴅ ᴘᴜsʜ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴀʀs ᴀsɪᴅᴇ.




    CEASE TO BE™
    I’ᴍ ᴅʏɪɴɢ, ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ,
    Dʀᴏᴡɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴀ ʀɪᴠᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛᴇᴀʀs.
    Cᴀɴ’ᴛ sᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ
    Oғ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴀʀs.
    Iᴛ’s ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇss, ɴᴏᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ ɪᴛ;
    Tᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ, ᴛᴏᴏ ᴡᴇᴀᴋ.
    Tʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ
    Tʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇ sᴏ ʙʟᴇᴀᴋ.
    I’ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄʀᴜsʜᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴏʏᴇᴅ,
    Usᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏssᴇᴅ ᴀsɪᴅᴇ.
    I’ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ,
    I ʀᴜɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ғᴀɪʟ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ.
    I ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ,
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ɴᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ.
    I ᴛʀᴇᴍʙʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ғᴇᴀʀ
    As ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ sᴛᴀʀᴛs ᴛᴏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ.
    I ɴᴇᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ
    Tᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴍʏ ᴘʟᴇᴀ,
    Bᴇғᴏʀᴇ I ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ
    Aɴᴅ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴇᴀsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.




    FREEDOM CARRIES SACRIFICE™
    Fʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴄᴀʀʀɪᴇs sᴀᴄʀɪғɪᴄᴇ
    Dᴀɪʟʏ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴘʀɪᴄᴇ
    Lɪᴠɪɴɢ ʀɪsᴋʏ, ᴏɴᴇ sᴛᴇᴘ ᴄʟᴏsᴇʀ
    Oɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ.
    Nᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴏᴘᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ, ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴀʀ
    Nᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜʏ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ.
    Wᴀɴᴅᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴀɪᴍʟᴇssʟʏ, ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ sᴇᴇ
    Wʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ ᴏʀ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ.
    Lᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅ, ᴍᴏᴠɪɴɢ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ
    Lɪᴠɪɴɢ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ.
    I ᴡɪʟʟ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴡᴀʏ
    Cᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴅᴀʏ
    Kᴇᴇᴘ ᴍᴇ ᴄᴀɢᴇᴅ, ғʀᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀsᴛ
    Wᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴇᴀsᴇ.
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇ
    Lɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜʟʟᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴇᴀ.
    Fʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴄᴀʀʀɪᴇs sᴀᴄʀɪғɪᴄᴇ
    Rᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ's ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ.




    SAYING GOODBYE™
    Bᴜɪʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴡᴀʟʟ
    Sʜᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏᴜᴛ
    I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ
    I ᴡᴀsɴ’ᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ
    Wᴀsɴ’ᴛ ᴘʀᴇᴘᴀʀᴇᴅ
    Dɪᴅɴ’ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I’ᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀ
    Fɪɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ.
    Pᴜsʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
    Wɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Sᴏᴍᴇʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ
    Iɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ
    Aʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇ
    Hᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴋᴇʏ
    Tᴏ ᴜɴʟᴏᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀɢᴇ
    Oғ ᴛʜɪs ʙɪɢ ᴍʏsᴛᴇʀʏ?
    Yᴏᴜ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ
    Iɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ
    Bᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ɪs ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ
    Aɴᴅ ᴛᴏʀɴ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ
    I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ
    Sᴏ I ᴍᴜsᴛ sᴀʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ
    I ᴍᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    I ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴄʀʏ
    Wᴏɴ’ᴛ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴅᴏᴡɴ
    Oʀ ɢɪᴠᴇ ɪɴ
    I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ
    Eᴠᴇɴ ɪғ I ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡɪɴ



    TWISTED DREAMS™
    sᴏʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs
    ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs
    ʜᴇᴀᴅ ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ ʟɪᴇs
    ᴍᴏᴜᴛʜ ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍs.
    ᴋɴᴏᴛs ᴏғ ᴘᴀɪɴ
    ᴛᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ
    sᴇᴇᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ
    ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ.
    ғɪɴᴅɪɴɢ ɴᴏ ᴅᴏᴏʀ
    ᴏʀ ᴡɪɴᴅᴏᴡ ɪɴ sɪɢʜᴛ
    ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ғʀᴏᴍ ʏᴏᴜ
    ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ɴɪɢʜᴛ.
    ᴜɴᴀɴsᴡᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴄᴀʟʟs
    ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏɴ
    ᴡʜʏ ɪs ᴛʜɪs ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ
    sᴏ ᴠᴇʀʏ ʟᴏɴɢ?
    Yᴏᴜ CANNOT ʟᴏᴠᴇ
    ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ
    ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sʜᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛs,
    ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴄᴏᴅᴇ ɪ'ᴅ ʙʀᴇᴀᴄʜ.

    ʙᴀᴄᴋɪɴɢ ғᴜʀᴛʜᴇʀ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ᴄᴏʀɴᴇʀ
    ᴛᴡɪsᴛɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
    sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ɪs ᴛᴜʀɴɪɴɢ,
    ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄᴀɴ sʜᴇ sᴀʏ.
    ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ
    ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏʀʀᴜᴘᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʜɪs ɢɪʀʟ
    ʜᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅs sᴡɪʀʟ.
    ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ sʜᴇ sᴀʏs
    ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ sᴀᴠᴇ
    ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙʀɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ.

    ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴇᴘ
    ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀ ᴛʀᴀᴘ
    ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ
    ᴏʀ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜᴇ sʟᴀᴘ-
    ᴏғ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴs ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟᴅ
    ᴘʟᴀɴs ɢᴏɴᴇ ᴀsᴛʀᴀʏ
    ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ
    ᴀɴᴅ ғɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅᴀʏ.

    sᴘᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʀɪᴅᴅʟᴇs
    ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ᴡᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴀɪᴅ
    ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ
    ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡɪsᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ.
    ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴏɴ ʏᴇᴛ,
    ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ?
    ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡɪsʜ
    ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ғɪʀsᴛ sᴘᴏᴛᴛᴇᴅ sᴛᴀʀ?




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    Wᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ
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    Wʜɪᴄʜ ᴡɪʟʟ sᴡᴇᴇᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇs ʙᴀʀᴇ.

    Tʜᴇ sɪʟᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴜᴛs ᴅᴇᴇᴘ
    Tʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʟᴇᴛs ʏᴏᴜ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Rɪᴠᴇʀs ᴏғ ᴄʀɪᴍsᴏɴ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇᴅ
    Bʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴏʀᴛᴀʟ sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ

    Lᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ sʜᴀᴅᴇs ᴏғ ɢʀᴀʏ
    As ᴅᴇsᴘᴀɪʀ ғɪʟʟs ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ
    Mɪsᴇʀʏ ʟᴜʀᴋs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss
    As ᴅᴏᴜʙᴛ sᴇᴛᴛʟᴇs ɪɴ.

    Cʀʏɪɴɢ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
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    Yᴏᴜ’ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ
    Tʜᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴇs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ.

    Sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴏᴘᴇs,
    Gᴏᴀʟs ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs
    Aʀᴇ ᴅʀᴏᴡɴᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ
    Oғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ ғʀɪɢʜᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍs.

    Wᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ
    I’ᴅ ᴡᴀʀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴀʏ
    Wʜɪʟᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ sᴛɪʟʟ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ,
    Tᴜʀɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴜɴ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.


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    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's sᴏ Mᴜᴄʜ I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ I ʟᴏᴏᴋ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜᴛ ᴇʏᴇs.
    Iᴍ ᴡᴏʀʀɪᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ʀᴇᴊᴇᴄᴛ ᴍᴇ,ᴀ ɴᴅ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍʏ ғᴏᴏʟɪsʜ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ.

    Eᴀᴄʜ ᴅᴀʏ ᴍᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ɢʀᴇᴡ sᴛʀᴏɴɢᴇʀ. Bᴜᴛ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ.
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴍʏ sᴍɪʟᴇ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sʜᴏᴡ.

    Iᴅ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ.
    I'ᴅ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɴᴏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴᴛᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ.

    Eᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ I sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ.
    Tʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴋɴɪғᴇ ᴄᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ.

    Sᴏ ɪʟʟ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴏғ ᴜs ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ.
    Aɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴍᴀɪɴ ᴀ sɪʟᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ.



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    Aɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ
    Wᴇ'ᴅ ᴀʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ᴡᴇ'ᴅ ᴀʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ

    Tʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ sᴏ ᴇᴀsʏ
    Nᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴜɴғᴀɪʀ
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    Yᴏᴜ'ᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ I'ᴍ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ

    Iɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ
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    Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ ᴍᴇ
    Oʀ ᴀɴʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ I ᴅᴏ

    Iᴛs ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴀɪɴɪɴɢ
    I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ
    I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɴᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ sʜᴀᴍɪɴɢ
    Iᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ɪᴛs ʜᴀs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ

    I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ sᴏᴍᴇʙᴏᴅʏ
    Aɴᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ
    I ʜᴏᴘᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ
    Nᴏᴡ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ I'ᴠᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ



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    Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴛ
    Aɴᴅ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ?
    Oʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇʟᴛ
    Yᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴀʀ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ?

    Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴏᴏᴋᴇᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪɴɢs
    Aɴᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ sɪɢʜ?
    Aɴᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ғᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ
    Cᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɴᴏᴡ ʙᴜᴛ ᴄʀʏ.

    Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ
    Iғ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴀᴛʜs ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴅ?
    Oʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ
    Tʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ sᴀɪᴅ?

    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ ᴄᴏɴsᴜᴍᴇs ᴜs ᴀʟʟ
    Aɴᴅ ɢᴜɪʟᴛ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ᴜs ғᴀsᴛ,
    Hᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ғᴇʟᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I ғᴇᴇʟ
    Aɴᴅ ᴡɪsʜ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀsᴛ?



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    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴅᴏᴏʀ
    Iᴛs sᴀғᴇ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀʏ, ɪᴛs ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Tʜᴀɴ ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ.

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    Bʟɪɴᴅ ʜᴏᴘᴇ, ɪᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴅɪᴇs
    Nᴏ ᴀᴅᴅᴇᴅ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
    Aɴᴅ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴇʏᴇs




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    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ,
    Bᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʏᴇᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴀᴅ
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    Tʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ɴᴏ-ᴏɴᴇ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ,
    Wɪᴛʜ ɴᴏ-ᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴀʟʟ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴘʀᴀʏ,
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɴᴏ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴀʏᴇʀ?
    Wʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ? Wʜᴏ ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟ?
    Wʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴇᴠᴇɴ Gᴏᴅ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ....



    TO WHOM IT CONCERN™
    Tᴏ ᴡʜᴏᴍ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇʀɴ,
    I ᴋɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ.
    Mʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɪs sᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴇʀᴇ,
    ʙᴜᴛ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ ʜᴀs ᴅʀɪғᴛᴇᴅ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.

    Yᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ,
    ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡᴀs ᴛᴏssᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪʀᴛ.
    Nᴏ ᴛᴏᴍʙsᴛᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ,
    ɴᴏ ᴇᴘɪᴛᴀᴘʜ ᴅᴇsᴄʀɪʙɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʜᴜʀᴛ.

    Yᴏᴜ ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇ,
    ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ɪs sᴛᴀɪɴᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛᴇᴀʀs.
    Eᴀᴄʜ ᴅʀᴏᴘ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇs,
    ᴏғ ʟᴏɴʟɪɴᴇss ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴀʀs.

    I ʙᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ʟᴇss,
    ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇs ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴜɴsᴇᴇɴ.
    Tʜᴀᴛ I ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ,
    ᴀɴᴅ I ᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴀɢᴇ ғᴏᴜʀᴛᴇᴇɴ.

    I ɢᴜᴇss ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡᴀs ᴡᴏʀᴛʜʟᴇss,
    ᴀ ᴜsᴇʟᴇss ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴀɪʀ.
    I'ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ I ᴀsᴋᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ,
    ᴏʀ ᴀsᴋᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇ.

    Tᴏ ᴡʜᴏᴍ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇʀɴ,
    I ᴋɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ.
    Mʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ɪs sᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴇʀᴇ,
    ʙᴜᴛ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ ʜᴀs ʀᴜɴ ᴀᴡᴀʏ




    LIVING IN SHADOWS™
    Sᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏs ᴀʀᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ
    Oᴛʜᴇʀs ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴀᴅ
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs I'ᴍ Hᴀᴘᴘʏ
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs I'ᴍ Sᴀᴅ

    I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ
    I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ
    Tʜᴇʏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
    Wʜᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴇs ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ

    Lɪᴠɪɴɢ ɪɴ Sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡs
    Is ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.
    Wᴇ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴜʀsᴇʟᴠᴇs
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴜs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ

    I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴛᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ,
    Sᴏ I ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ sᴏ,
    I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ.
    Lɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ,
    Wᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡ,
    Oɴᴇ ɪs ᴀ ʟᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
    Aɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇsᴛ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ.

    Wʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀʏ ᴊᴜᴍᴘ,
    Wᴇ sʜᴏᴜᴛ ʙᴀᴄᴋ "Hᴏᴡ Hɪɢʜ?"
    Iғ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴄᴏᴏʟ,
    Mᴏsᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴊᴜᴍᴘ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴋʏ.

    Bᴜᴛ I'ᴍ Pʟᴀɪɴ sɪᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ Tɪʀᴇᴅ
    Oғ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs
    Tʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴛᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ,
    Tʜᴀᴛ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍɪss

    I ʜᴀᴛᴇ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ʟɪғᴇ,
    Aᴄᴄᴏʀᴅɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ sᴀʏ.
    Tʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏᴘᴜʟᴀʀ,
    Bᴜᴛ ʜᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴅᴀʏ.
    I ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ɪғ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴀ ᴘᴀᴛᴛᴇʀɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ,
    Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴠɪsɪʙʟᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ?
    Is ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢɪɴ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡs
    Cᴀɴ ᴏɴʟʏ ʙʀɪɴɢ ᴛᴇᴀʀs.



    SOMEDAY™
    Sʜᴇ sɪᴛs,
    Aᴍɪᴅsᴛ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs,
    Sᴍɪʟɪɴɢ, ʟᴀᴜɢʜɪɴɢ, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴊᴏᴋᴇs,
    Hᴏᴘɪɴɢ ɴᴏʙᴏᴅʏ sᴇᴇs,
    Tʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs sʜᴇ ᴋᴇᴇᴘs ʜɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ.

    Eᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ғɪɴᴅs ʜᴇʀ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ,
    Sᴍᴀʀᴛ, ᴋɪɴᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ,
    Bᴜᴛ sʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟs ɪsᴏʟᴀᴛᴇᴅ, ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ,
    Lɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ɢʜᴏsᴛ, ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ.

    Sʜᴇ ʜɪᴅᴇs ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴀ ᴍᴀsᴋ,
    Hɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʜᴇʀ,
    Oɴʟʏ ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴏᴜᴛ,
    Wʜᴇɴ sʜᴇ ʟɪᴇs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ.

    Sʜᴇ ᴄʀɪᴇs ʜᴇʀsᴇʟғ ᴛᴏ sʟᴇᴇᴘ,
    Oɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ
    Sʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛs sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ғʀᴇᴇ,
    Tᴏ ʟᴇᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ғɪɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ,
    Bᴜᴛ sʜᴇ's sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ.

    Sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ,
    Sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ sᴀʏ,
    Sᴏ sʜᴇ ʜɪᴅᴇs,
    Hᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ,
    Sᴏᴍᴇ ᴅᴀʏ.



    RAINING IN MY HEAD™
    Yᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ᴡʜɪsᴘᴇʀ
    Yᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴄᴇ ɪs sᴏ ᴜɴᴄʟᴇᴀʀ
    I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴀʏ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ
    Yᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ

    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴀɪᴅ

    Sᴏ I sᴘᴇᴀᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ʀɪᴅᴅʟᴇs
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀʏ
    I sᴍᴏᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Aɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀsʜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ
    Aɴᴅ ᴅɪɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʜᴏʟᴇ
    Iɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜs ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ

    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴀɪᴅ

    I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴏʏ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ
    Tʜᴀᴛ ᴄʀɪᴇs ᴏᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ
    Yᴇᴛ I ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ
    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʀᴇɴ
    Tʜᴏᴜɢʜ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ I ғᴇᴇʟ
    Bᴜᴛ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ I'ʟʟ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ
    Iғ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ.

    Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
    Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ sᴀɪᴅ!!




    ALONE™
    I ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ ɪᴛ,
    Iᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴇᴀsɪᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴇ,
    Aɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴍᴘᴛɪɴᴇss,
    Tᴏ sᴍɪʟᴇ ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏғ ᴄʀʏ.
    I ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ғᴀᴄᴇ ᴛᴇʜ ғᴀᴄᴛ,
    Mʏ ʟɪғᴇ ɪs ғᴜʟʟ ᴏғ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
    Aɴᴅ ɪ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴇᴇᴅɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ,
    Aɴᴅ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ sᴍɪʟᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ.
    'Cᴀᴜsᴇ I ғᴇᴇʟ ᴏʜ-sᴏ-ғᴏʀɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ,
    Sᴏ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ,
    Wɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴛʀᴀᴄᴇ ᴏғ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇss,
    Aɴᴅ ɴᴏ sᴏᴜʟ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ.
    I ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴛ,
    I ᴄᴀɴɴᴏᴛ sᴘʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴍʏ ᴡɪɴɢs,
    Aɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ʜᴀs ᴍᴇʟᴛᴇᴅ,
    Iɴᴛᴏ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜɪɴɢs.
    Iᴛ's ʜᴀʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴄᴛ,
    Mʏ ᴡɪsʜᴇs ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ʜᴏᴍᴇ,
    Sᴏ I'ʟʟ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴɢᴜɪsʜ,
    Bᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʀʏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ




    THE LOST SOULS™
    Sɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴀɢɪᴄ ᴍɪsᴇʀʏ,
    ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴡᴇʟʟs ᴜᴘ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ᴍᴇ.
    Fᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ,
    sɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ.
    Nᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ,
    ᴀs I ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ғᴀʟʟ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴀᴍɪᴅsᴛ ᴍʏ ᴘᴀɪɴ,
    I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴜsɪᴄ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ.
    I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟs.

    Sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜᴛs, sᴇʟғ-ᴍᴀᴅᴇ.
    Lᴏᴡᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sʜᴀʀᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ʙʟᴀᴅᴇ.
    Rᴇғʟᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴀ sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴀʟ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ,
    ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴇɢɪɴs ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴏᴛ.
    Mʏ ᴋɴɪғᴇ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ʜᴇᴀʟs,
    ᴀs I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ʀᴇᴠᴇᴀʟs.
    Sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ,
    ɪᴛ ɪs sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀʏ sᴀᴠᴇ.
    I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟs.

    I'ᴍ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀɪɴɢ ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇs,
    ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴠᴀʟᴜᴇ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀs.
    Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴀʟʟ I ᴄᴀɴ ᴘᴇʀᴄᴇɪᴠᴇ,
    ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴏʀʀɪᴅ ғᴏʀsᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴇᴠᴇ.
    Tʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ ᴘᴏᴜʀs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ,
    ᴀs I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡɪsʜ I ᴡᴀs ᴅᴇᴀᴅ.
    Bᴜᴛ ᴀʟᴀs, ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ sᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇᴀᴛs,
    ᴀɴᴅ I ʜᴇᴀʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇʟsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʀᴇᴘᴇᴀᴛs.
    I ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟs.

    Tʀᴀɢɪᴄ ᴍᴜsɪᴄ, ғᴏʀ ᴛʀᴀɢɪᴄ sᴏᴜʟs.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ʜᴏʟᴇs.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ sɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏᴜʀɪɴɢ ʀᴀɪɴ.
    Wᴇ'ʀᴇ sᴀᴅᴅᴇɴᴇᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴏᴜʀ ʀᴇʟᴇɴᴛʟᴇss sᴛʀɪғᴇ.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ ᴡɪsʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ʟɪғᴇ.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴀ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ʙᴇʏᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴛᴇ,
    ɪᴛ ɪs sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛᴇ.
    Wᴇ’ʀᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏsᴛ sᴏᴜʟs.




    ɪɴғᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴅᴇᴄᴇᴘᴛɪᴏɴ,ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ.ɪ'ʟʟ ғᴇᴇᴅ ᴏғғ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ.ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄᴏɴғᴇssɪᴏɴ ɪs ᴍʏ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ ᴄʀɪᴍᴇ....Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀsᴘɪʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ's ᴅᴇғɪɴɪᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ. Lᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴅᴇғɪɴᴇ ɪᴛ ʙʏ sɪᴍᴘʟʏ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ sᴇʟғ, ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴʏ ɪɴғʟᴜᴇɴᴄᴇs ᴏʀ ʀᴇsᴛʀɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴs." Yᴏᴜ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴄʟᴜᴇ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ, sᴏ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ ᴍᴇ ʙʏ ᴀ ғᴇᴡ ᴡᴏʀᴅs, I ᴡɪʟʟ sʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ɢɪʀʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ. Aɴᴅ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ I ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ, I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴍ NOT. I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ɢᴏᴏᴅ Rᴏʟᴇ ᴍᴏᴅᴇʟ, ʙᴜᴛ I ɢᴜᴇss ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴏɴᴇ. Iғ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴇɴᴄᴏᴜʀᴀɢᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs ᴀɴᴅ sᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ. Aɴᴅ ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ/ᴀᴄᴛɪɴɢ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴠᴜʟɴᴇʀᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ. I ᴀᴍ Eᴍᴏ . Nᴏᴡ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ sᴀʏ “ Oʜ ʏᴇᴀ sʜᴇ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ғʀᴇᴀᴋ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴜᴛs ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ , ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ,I ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀɴᴇᴛ,I ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ Vᴇɪᴡ ᴏɴ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ Dɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʟᴀʙᴇʟs sɪᴍᴘʟʏ ᴀʀᴇ. Wʜᴇɴ ᴡᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ sᴇᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀᴛᴇɢᴏʀɪᴢᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴏᴜʀsᴇʟᴠᴇs ғᴇᴇʟ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴡʜᴏᴍ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ. Bᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀs ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ. I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜʏ, ᴇᴀsʏ ʟɪғᴇ. Jᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴘʀᴏʙʟᴇᴍs ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ. Nᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ɢʟɪᴍᴘsᴇ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ, ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴍ. I Aᴍ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏᴘᴇɴ-ʜᴇᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ. I ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ I sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ. Tʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀs ᴛᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ʟᴇssᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟᴇᴀʀɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴡᴀʏ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴅɪᴍᴇ ᴀ ᴅᴏᴢᴇɴ, ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴀᴍ. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ I’ʟʟ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ. I’ᴍ ᴀ ᴍʏsᴛᴇʀʏ. Vᴇʀʏ ғᴇᴡ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴍᴇ . Pᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ sᴀʏ I'ᴍ ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴏᴋᴀʏ, ᴡʜᴏ sᴀʏs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ. Bᴇɪɴɢ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ɪs ᴏᴠᴇʀʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀɴʏᴡᴀʏ. I ᴀᴍ ʀᴀʀᴇʟʏ ɴɪᴄᴇ sᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ I ᴀᴍ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴏғ ᴀᴅᴠᴀɴᴛᴀɢᴇ ᴏғ ɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴄᴇ, ᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʙᴏʏ/ɢɪʀʟ, I'ʟʟ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀss ᴅᴏᴡɴ. I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴜʟʟsʜɪᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴜʟʟsʜɪᴛ ᴍᴇ. I ᴀᴍ DEFINITELY ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ʙɪɢ ᴘᴇʀᴠᴇʀᴛ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ I ɢᴀɪɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜɪs ᴠᴜʟɢᴀʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ's ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɴᴏᴡ sᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ. I ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ʙʏ MY ʀᴜʟᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪᴍɪᴛs, sɪɴᴄᴇ I ᴀᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ Wᴇʟʟ, I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ʙʏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ. I ʟɪᴠᴇ MY ʟɪғᴇ MY ᴡᴀʏ, sᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs, ɪᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴʏ ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛs. Tᴏ sᴜᴍ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴜᴘ, ʜᴇʀᴇ: I ᴀᴍ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ MIND, VOICE, ᴀɴᴅ HEART ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄʜᴏᴏsᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀʟʟ ᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴄᴇ... Oʜʜʜʜ ᴍᴀᴀᴀɴɴɴɴɴɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ɢᴏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ... I'ᴠᴇ ʜᴀᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. A ᴘʟᴀʏᴇʀ, ᴀ ᴄʜᴇᴀᴛᴇʀ, sᴛᴜᴄᴋ-ᴜᴘ ᴀssᴡɪᴘᴇs, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢs ᴀɴᴅ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ's ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ. Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ʙᴀᴅ I ᴡᴀɴᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴏᴍ I ᴀᴍ, ʙᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ, I ɢᴜᴇss ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴛᴏᴏ ᴅɪғғɪᴄᴜʟᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ. Tʜᴇʏ ᴀs ᴀ Fʀᴇᴀᴋ ɪɴ Sᴋɪɴɴʏ Jᴇᴀɴs, ᴏʀ ʙʀᴀɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. As ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ I ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴀʀᴄʜ, I ɢᴇᴛ ғᴜᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴏᴠᴇʀ. Sᴏ ᴍʏ sᴇᴀʀᴄʜ ɪs ᴜᴘ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ "Mʀ. Rɪɢʜᴛ" ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ғɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏ Hɪɢʜ Sᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ғʟɪɴɢ, ᴏʀ ᴀ Sʜᴏʀᴛ Tɪᴍᴇ Bᴏᴏᴛʏ ᴄᴀʟʟ. I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ɪғ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪᴄᴛᴜʀᴇ. Sᴏ ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪᴛ ɪs I'ᴍ sᴛᴀᴛɪɴɢ ɪᴛ. I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍʏ Mʀ. Rɪɢʜᴛ ɪs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴀɪᴛ. Wᴀɪᴛ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʜᴇ sᴛʀᴏʟʟs ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ Cᴏʀɴᴇʀ. Uɴᴛɪʟ Tʜᴇɴ, I ᴀᴍ sᴛᴜᴄᴋ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ. Tᴏ Mʏ Hᴀᴛᴇʀs ᴀɴᴅ Nᴏɴ-ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇʀs Tᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴛᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ I'ᴍ ʀᴇᴀʟ- I ᴀᴍ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏ sᴛʏʟᴇ, ᴍʏ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ, ᴇᴛᴄ. Wᴇʟʟ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ A-OKAY. Yᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅʀᴇss ᴏʀ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴀ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴ ᴡᴀʏ. Iᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I ᴄʜᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴏᴄᴋ ɪᴛ. :). I ᴅᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴀɪʟ/ᴀɴᴅ "Yᴏᴜʀ ᴀ Fʀᴇᴀᴋ" ᴍᴀɪʟ ғʀᴇǫᴜᴇɴᴛʟʏ. I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇs ᴡʜᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ/ᴡʀᴏᴛᴇ ɪᴛ. Mᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ I ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴇᴇʙʟᴇ ᴀᴛᴛᴇᴍᴘᴛs ᴛᴏ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛ ᴍᴇ. Iɴ ʟɪғᴇ ɪᴛ ɪs ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ʜᴀs ᴀɴ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ , ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀs, ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ. I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴀᴄᴋ, ʏᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏʀ ᴄᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴀᴍᴇs. Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴍ ᴡᴀʏ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄʟᴀss Sᴏ ɪᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏɴᴇ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴘɪɴɪᴏɴ ɪɴ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴀsɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ: Fʀᴇᴀᴋ , ᴄᴏᴄᴋʏ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ, ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ, ᴇᴛᴄ. I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴀᴍ ɴᴏɴᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴍᴇ, I'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴀ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴀɴᴅ ғᴏʀ Dʀᴀᴍᴀ, ᴏʀ Bᴜʟʟsʜɪᴛ. ABSOLUTELY DO NOT!... Cᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴛ, sᴇxʏ, ᴏʀ ʙᴀʙʏ. Tʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴇɢʀᴀᴅɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ɢᴀɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ɴᴀᴍᴇs. T4LK 2 Mɪ LYK DIS, ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏ ғᴏʀᴍ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ɪᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴅᴜᴍʙ. Pʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅɪᴛʏ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ Eɴɢʟɪsʜ ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ, ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ғᴜʟʟ ᴋᴇʏʙᴏᴀʀᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғɪɴɢᴇʀᴛɪᴘs, sᴛʀᴜᴄᴛᴜʀᴇ sᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴀs sᴏ. Sᴏ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʟɪᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ ᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ ʙᴜᴛᴛᴏɴ, ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴇᴀᴅ, "Wᴏᴡ. I ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀɴᴇᴛ." Yᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ. Aɴʏᴡᴀʏᴢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜsʟʏ ʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ sᴏ ɢᴏ ᴀʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ



    ღDISSECTIONღ
    I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʀᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ʀɪᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴇɪɴs ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ. Cᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴢᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sᴄᴀʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ʟᴇғᴛ ɪᴛs ᴍᴀʀᴋ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ. I ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴜsʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴘᴜʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴀᴄᴋ; ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴏᴛʜ ʟᴏᴏsᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪɴ. I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴜɴᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀs I ᴀsᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ; ɪᴛ's ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴡɪʟᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴇʏᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴀᴛɪsғʏ ᴍᴇ. Qᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ I ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ; I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄʜɪᴅɪɴɢʟʏ ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴏɴʏᴍᴏᴜsʟʏ ᴇᴀɢᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ. Oᴜᴛɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏɴᴇs; I ᴇɴᴠʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴇɴsᴇ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴғᴏʀᴍɪᴛʏ, ʙᴜᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɴᴏᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴏᴜᴛʜ sʜᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ʙᴜsʏ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀʀ. I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ; ʙᴜᴛ I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ғᴀᴜʟᴛs; ᴍᴇssɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ғᴇᴀʀs; ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ ғʀᴀᴍᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴀɴʏ sᴋɪɴ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴏᴡɴ.





    ღANATOMYღ
    I ᴡɪsʜ I ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴀᴄʜᴇ ʙᴜʀɴs. Wɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ɪɴɴᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇxɪᴛʏ, I sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴇsᴄʀɪʙᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀs ᴀ ʙᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ʀᴜʙʙᴇʀ ʙᴀɴᴅs. Tᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ; ᴛᴀɴɢʟᴇᴅ. Aʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀʀᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴛᴡɪɴᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ sᴏʟɪᴅ ᴄᴏʀᴇ. I'ᴍ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɢᴀᴘs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏʟᴇs ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ. "I ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀᴘᴇᴛᴜᴀʟ sᴍᴜᴅɢᴇ. Mʏ ʟɪɴᴇs ᴀʟʟ ᴄᴜʀᴠᴇ. I ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴅᴏᴛs." I ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴇxᴛʀᴀᴏʀᴅɪɴᴀʀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ; ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴡɪʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ ɪᴛ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ's ғᴀᴋᴇ, ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀɴ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴ. Tʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪs ᴏɴʟʏ ɪɴ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴀɪʀʏ ᴛᴀʟᴇs. Aɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʜᴇɴ I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ.



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    Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ I ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴄᴋ ᴇʏᴇs ᴀs ᴡᴇ ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ's ᴄʀᴜsᴛ; I ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴇᴀɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. I sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟ ʟɪɴᴇɴ; I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ. Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴘʀᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ. Iғ ɴᴏᴛ, I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇsɪᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ. Wʜᴇɴ I ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴇ; ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴀɪʟʏ, I ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴇᴀʀɴ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀssᴇʀʙʏ's. Iғ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ, I ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇɴᴛʟʏ ᴡʀᴀᴘ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴀғᴇʟʏ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴘᴏᴄᴋᴇᴛ. Yᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀs. Aᴛᴛᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜɪᴘ, ᴏɴʟʏ sᴇᴘᴀʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜ. Yᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀs I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ. Fᴏʀ ᴡᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ. I ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴛ ғʟᴇᴇ; ʀᴜɴ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ. I ᴍᴜsᴛ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ, ᴜɴғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴄᴏɴғʀᴏɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ; ᴇɴɢᴀɢɪɴɢ ɪɴ ɴᴇʀᴠᴏᴜs ᴄᴏɴᴠᴇʀsᴀᴛɪᴏɴ; ᴜɴғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴀᴛᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ; sᴄᴀʀᴇs ᴍᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴀssᴜʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴡᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʜᴏsᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ, ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛ; ᴅᴇᴄɪsɪᴏɴ; ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ; ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴅ. Cᴜᴛᴇ. Yᴏᴜʀ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡ ʟᴏᴏᴋs ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ; ɪᴛ ᴍɪᴍɪᴄs ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜɪᴘs ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛʟʏ; ᴡʜᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴄᴜʀᴠʏ ᴏʀ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ; ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ. Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ. Yᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ. Nᴏᴡ...I ᴘʀᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀs. Yᴏᴜ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ. MAIN: Fɪʀsᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ғɪʀsᴛ sᴛᴇᴘs. Mɪɴᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴏʀs... ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛ. Iᴛ's ғᴜɴɴʏ... ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ sᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ sᴏɪʟᴇᴅ. Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ, I'ᴍ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ ʟɪɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴍᴜᴅɢᴇ. Eᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴍᴀʟ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ. Mʏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜsʜɪᴏɴs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴇʏᴇs. Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs I ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ʜᴀɪʀᴄᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴇs ᴜɴɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇᴅ... ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ sʜɪʀᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏɴғɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ʏᴇᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴅʀᴀᴡs ʀɪᴅɪᴄᴜʟᴇ. Bᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ I sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴠᴇ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. Mʏ ᴄᴜʀsᴇ ɪs ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴏʀᴅ "ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ" ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴇ. Mʏ ғᴀɪʟᴜʀᴇ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀssɪᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇᴍ. I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ғɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ I'ᴍ ᴏᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇʙᴀᴄᴋs ғᴏʀ ᴍɪʟᴇs. "Yᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴇᴛ. Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ Iᴛs ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴs ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ." Exᴄᴜsᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғɪʀᴇᴡᴏʀᴋs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴏғғ... ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Mᴀʏʙᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴀs ᴏɴʟʏ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ. Oʀ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟᴇғᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ғɪɴɢᴇʀs. Iᴛ's ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ sᴘɪɴs ᴀɴᴅ I ғɪɴᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴄʜᴀsɪɴɢ ᴄᴏɴsᴄɪᴏᴜsɴᴇss. I'ᴍ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ᴍᴇss. Jᴜsᴛ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴄʜɪsᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏxʏɢᴇɴ, ᴘᴜᴍᴘ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇss ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss.



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    I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴅᴇᴄɪsɪᴏɴs. ᴡɪᴛʜᴇʀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴏʀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴇs ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴏʟᴅ ɢʀᴜᴅɢᴇs ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛs ᴀ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍᴀᴅ ᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. I'ᴍ ɴɪᴄᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀᴅᴠᴀɴᴛᴀɢᴇ ᴏғ ɪᴛ ᴏʀ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɪss ᴍʏ ᴀss. Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴜʀɴ ɪᴛ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ sᴄᴇɴᴇ, ɢᴏᴛʜɪᴄ, ᴇᴍᴏ ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇʟsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴜᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ sᴛᴇʀᴇᴏᴛʏᴘᴇs. I ᴀᴍ ᴍᴇ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ sᴛʏʟᴇ. Iᴛ's ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. I'ᴍ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʙʏ ɢᴜʏs. I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀ ɢᴜʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ɢᴜʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ sᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ɢᴜʏs ᴀʀᴇ ʜᴏʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ɢᴜʏs ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ʟᴀʙᴇʟ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs. I'ᴍ ᴀɢɴᴏsᴛɪᴄ, ɪᴛs ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs ʀɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I sᴇᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs. I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ sɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʙᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ᴛʜᴇɴ I ᴅᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ. Wᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ sᴏᴍᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ. A ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. Jᴜsᴛ ᴀs I sᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋs ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇᴍ. Tʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴғʟɪᴄᴛs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ sʜᴏᴡs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ. Mᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ, I ᴀᴍ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ, I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪs ʀɪɢʜᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴀʟs ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴜʙsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏᴀᴋ ɪɴ ʟᴏɴᴇʟɪɴᴇss. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ I ᴡɪʟʟ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ. Rᴇɢᴀʀᴅʟᴇss ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ.



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    ღINSANITYღ
    Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ ᴜɴʀᴇʟᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʟᴀsᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʟʟ. Fᴏʀ ᴀᴡʜɪʟᴇ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴘᴜɴɪsʜᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ, ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ɪᴛ ʜᴀs ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ sʜᴏᴡɴ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀssɪᴏɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ ɴᴏɴᴇ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ sᴏ ғᴏʀᴛᴜɴᴀᴛᴇ. Lᴀᴛᴇʟʏ ɴᴏᴡ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴄᴀɴ sʜᴏᴡ ɴᴏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ; ғᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀssɪᴏɴ, I ᴀᴍ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ sᴏᴜʟ, ɴᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, I ᴀᴍ ʜᴏʟʟᴏᴡ. Mᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ, ᴅɪsᴍᴀʟ ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅ ᴏғ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ʜᴜɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ. Iᴛ ʜᴀs sᴛʀᴜᴄᴋ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴘʀᴇssᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴡɪɴᴅs, ʀᴀɪɴᴅʀᴏᴘs ᴏғ sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪɢʜᴛɴɪɴɢ ʙᴏʟᴛs ᴏғ ᴜɴғᴏʀɢɪᴠɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ. Fᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ sʟɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ sʟɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴏғ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅɪᴛʏ ᴄᴀɴ sᴇɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴏɪʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ I ʟᴏᴏsᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ғᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ. Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ ʜᴀs ᴛʜɪs ɪɴғᴇᴄᴛɪᴏᴜs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ ғʀᴀᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴅ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ. Tʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴏғ ᴘᴀɪɴғᴜʟ ʜɪsᴛᴏʀʏ sʟɪᴄᴇᴅ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴘɪʀɪᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴛᴇᴇʟ-ᴇᴅɢᴇᴅ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs, sʟᴀsʜɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sᴛʀᴀɴᴅ ᴏғ sᴀɴɪᴛʏ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴʏɪᴇʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғᴇʟᴛ sᴏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ.



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    Iᴛ's ғᴜɴɴʏ ʜᴏᴡ ᴠᴇʀʏ sɪᴍᴘʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴛʀɪᴄᴀᴛᴇ ɪʟʟᴜsɪᴏɴs ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴀᴅᴇs ɢᴏ, ᴏʀ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀssɪsᴛᴀɴᴛ sᴛᴇᴘs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴜɴʜᴀʀᴍᴇᴅ. Iғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴅ, I'ᴅ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ sᴛᴀʏ ʙʟɪɴᴅғᴏʟᴅᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇs. Sᴍᴀʟʟ ᴀᴍᴏᴜɴᴛs ᴏғ "ɢᴇɴᴜɪɴᴇ" ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴅʀᴇssᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs ɪɴ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴠᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏʀɴᴇʀs ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟɪᴘs. Pᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅs ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ. Mʏ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ᴛᴜʀɴs ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴇᴀʀ ʙᴜᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴs. I'ᴍ ғᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴀ ʟᴏsᴇʀ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴀʟʟ I'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ. Tʜᴇsᴇ ᴋɴᴜᴄᴋʟᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ғɪɢʜᴛs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴇxᴄᴇᴘᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ. I ᴡᴀs ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛ ɪɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇs, sᴛᴇᴇʟ ᴡᴏᴏʟ ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏғ sɪʟᴋ. Mʏ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ғʟᴀᴡ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ... ɴᴏ ᴡᴀɪᴛ... ᴍʏ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ғʟᴀᴡ ɪs ᴍʏ ɪɴʜᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏᴄᴜᴍᴇɴᴛ ɪᴛ. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɴᴇs, ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʜᴀʟғ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I sᴀʏ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ. Iᴛ's ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ʜᴏɴᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ʀᴇᴠᴏʟᴠᴇs ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ᴡᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʟɪᴇ. I ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢɪɴɢ ɪᴛ, ɪғ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴀ ᴊᴀᴍ. Bᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ (ᴏᴠᴇʀ) ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ. I'ᴍ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍʏ sɪɢʜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴋᴇʏʙᴏᴀʀᴅs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ, ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ.



    ღFORGIVENESSღ
    Mʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss, ᴍʏ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ sʜᴀʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴇɴᴅ. Iᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛ ᴍʏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴅᴀʏ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴏᴏɴᴇʀ ᴏʀ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ. Hᴏᴡ ᴡɪʟʟ I ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ᴄᴀʟɪʙᴇʀ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴡᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ, sʟᴀsʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ sᴛʀᴀɴᴅs ᴏғ sᴀɴɪᴛʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴏʟᴅ sᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʀ? I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀsᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜs ɪʀᴏɴ ɢʀɪᴘ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʙᴜᴛ I ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴍᴘʟɪsʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Wɪʟʟ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ? I ᴀᴍ ᴀs ᴀ ᴊᴜɴᴋɪᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ. Cᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀɪᴅɢᴇ ᴏғ ʟɪғᴇ, ɪɴᴊᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅʀᴜɢ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ᴀs ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴀs I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏғ ɪᴛ, ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇɴsᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʙʀɪᴇғ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ. Oɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴠᴀɴɪsʜ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴛ ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. Aᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs I ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛ ɪᴛ ᴀs ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴄᴋᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ I ғᴇᴀʀ ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴀʟʟ. Wᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ғᴇᴀʀ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴏғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ, sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ, ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛᴀᴄʜᴇ ʜᴀs ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ sᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ᴛᴏʟʟ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴇʙʟᴇ ʙᴏᴅʏ, ᴍʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴇʀᴇᴅ sᴏᴜʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ sʜᴀᴛᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. Iᴛ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴀᴛᴇɴ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴏᴡ ʙᴇ ᴄʟᴀssɪғɪᴇᴅ ᴀs ᴀ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀᴘ ᴏғ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜʟᴇss ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. I ᴘʀᴀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ɢᴜɪᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ sʜɪɴᴇs ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴀʀᴍs ᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ. Bᴜᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ I ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪɢʜᴛ? Wɪʟʟ I ʙᴇ sᴏ ғᴏʀᴛᴜɴᴀᴛᴇ? Wɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴀʏ ғɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ? Oɴʟʏ Tɪᴍᴇ Wɪʟʟ Tᴇʟʟ. Iɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ I ᴡᴀs ᴏɴʟʏ ᴘʟᴀɴɴɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜsɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟʟʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ I sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ɴᴇᴇᴅɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀɪɴɢ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɢᴇᴛs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ.



    ღESSENCEღ
    Iᴛ's ᴏᴋᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴜᴛᴛᴇʀғʟɪᴇs ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ. Jᴜsᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ғʟʏ ɪɴ ғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ. Tᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴᴋ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴍᴀssɪᴠᴇ ᴅᴏsᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴀs ʙʟᴀɴᴋ ᴘᴀɢᴇs ᴛᴜʀɴ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴅᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. Tʜᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ғᴇᴇʟs ғᴏɢɢʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ Lᴏɴᴅᴏɴ ᴡɪɴᴛᴇʀ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴀss ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪɢɴɪᴛʏ. Nᴏʙᴏᴅʏ ɢᴇᴛs ʜᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ғᴇᴇʟs ᴡʜᴇɴ I ʟᴀʏ sɪᴅᴇᴡᴀʏs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪʟʟᴏᴡ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ. Tɪᴍᴇ ᴘᴀssᴇs ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴏᴛᴛʟᴇs ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs. Lᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғʟᴏᴀᴛ.... ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴏᴋ. Bᴇɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴜɴᴀᴜᴛʜᴇɴᴛɪᴄ. Bʀᴇᴀᴛʜɪɴɢ ʟɪғᴇ ɪs ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ... ɪɴ ᴅᴏsᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ.



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    Just quoting this for no reason.

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  40. Post #4360
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    I posted something mean on her profile a few months ago and she blocked me
    I remember when that happened. A couple of others did that as well too iirc.
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