Losing* and I'm not shit at this game, got +90 Wins and Losses already, it's just that I still lack knowledge of quite a few Hero.
Also this time I was the carry (Razor), but you can't quite carry when there's no Support except Invoker who got ganked and quit prematurely.
I kept up with levels and gold easily, being the highest level on our team, while also p. much same level with enemies, etc. But it was lost because.. I don't even know why, I did everything I could in the world.
I was trying to tell you that loosing because because you (I.E Me) are shit probably feels worse than loosing because you were good but your team was shit.