1. Post #1361
    The Revelation
    Joseph Smith's Avatar
    July 2011
    3,645 Posts
    Hi.

    So I still feel bad about my posts here earlier and I feel that I should probably explain my situation a bit more.

    So for the last year I've been dealing with major depression, insomnia, and anxiety problems. I went until March of this year without seeing anyone about it. I realize now that this was a really terrible idea. I thought I was getting better but in the end I just ended up feeling worse. I'm 3 months into treatment now and all of the meds I've been on so far have just made me feel worse. I'm seeing less and less of a point in life every day. I've lost interest in almost everything that used to make me happy. I can't bring myself to enjoy life anymore. I can lie to myself and be positive but I can't do it for long.

    I can't even think straight anymore. I can't concentrate on anything. My mind is completely clouded. I can barely remember what I did last week.

    I spent last night in the hospital after having a major anxiety attack/breakdown and having to go to the ER. Everything just all hit at once and it was too much.

    Everything in my life seems like it's falling apart and I have no idea what to do. I've tried talking to people about it but they can only offer so much advice.

    I'm worried about what will happen to me if I keep getting worse like this.

    I apologize if I'm rambling, I just really don't know what to do right now and I've got nowhere left to go. I guess I'm hoping that someone here can offer me some sort of advice to help me out.
    Sorry for bringing this up again, but i've been suicidal in the past so i know how you feel(failed school, brother almost died, GF cheated on me after 2 years and i wasnt in a good shape plus me not having a good relationship with my family.).First of all, dont feel sorry, for anything. Self pity is one of the major monsters while being depressed. Second, meds wont help you alone, you need to find a doctor who WILL REALLY help you, because some doctors out there will blame you and will say that you dont want to improve.And don't forget to have weekly appointments, they are another basic thing to do when you feel like that.Third, try and make new friends, it helped me quite a bit, having to see new faces around. Also try to enjoy the little things, these will help you get through. Also when you feel like having a panic attack just sit down/ lay down and try to be calm while not thinking about anything( my mother used to do this when she had them). I know this may sound like generic advice but these are the things you should do while being depressed. You may be lucky and wont have anymore symptoms, but dont worry if you carry something over from this status you are.


    If anything, im here to listen to you if you want, just go and add me on steam. Just hit me up whenever you want.
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  2. Post #1362
    Gold Member
    Sgt Doom's Avatar
    March 2005
    22,420 Posts
    Finally got a reply from one of the schools I applied to, got accepted :D
    Sent a whole bunch of forms I need to fill in, as well D:
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  3. Post #1363
    Meow :3
    Ac!dL3ak's Avatar
    July 2005
    6,406 Posts
    woo i think i like waking up in the morning

    warm english muffin with butter and strawberry jelly, and some nice hot lemon tea

    Edited:

    dont judge me
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  4. Post #1364
    meow
    Gar~'s Avatar
    February 2012
    3,083 Posts
    Yes shame on you for having breakfast!
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  5. Post #1365
    Gold Member

    December 2006
    654 Posts
    Normally i eat delicious welsh faggots for breakfast.
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  6. Post #1366
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    TheBrokenHobo's Avatar
    August 2009
    26,810 Posts
    You know something is wacky when you take 10mg of ambien and still can't manage to get 8 hours of sleep.

    Oh well I got close enough anyway. Better than usual.
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  7. Post #1367
    Go Shuya! You can do it Shuya!
    redback3's Avatar
    December 2005
    6,228 Posts
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  8. Post #1368
    ive found out the hard way that you are supposed to shave with the grain, not against it

    red welts help
    Ahh yes the exact reason i do NOT shave down there, it's called Razor Burn my dear. i suggest putting Aloe Vera on it. (I know what it's like, i tried to shave my pubes once and i got really nasty Razor Burn)
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  9. Post #1369
    meow
    Gar~'s Avatar
    February 2012
    3,083 Posts
    You guys suck at this.
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  10. Post #1370
    Meow :3
    Ac!dL3ak's Avatar
    July 2005
    6,406 Posts
    You guys suck at this.
    er, suck at what
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  11. Post #1371
    meow
    Gar~'s Avatar
    February 2012
    3,083 Posts
    Shaving da puubz
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  12. Post #1372
    Meow :3
    Ac!dL3ak's Avatar
    July 2005
    6,406 Posts
    Shaving da puubz
    i did it fine last night, no problems
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  13. Post #1373
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    biodude94566's Avatar
    July 2006
    6,926 Posts
    You guys suck at this.
    Can you elaborate at what you said earlier on what to do?
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  14. Post #1374
    meow
    Gar~'s Avatar
    February 2012
    3,083 Posts
    Can you elaborate at what you said earlier on what to do?
    Trim them down (i use scissors lmao) so it's not a giant mess, then put on shaving cream, stretch the skin out lightly with fingers and glide your razor, then rinse off and moisturize
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  15. Post #1375
    Go Shuya! You can do it Shuya!
    redback3's Avatar
    December 2005
    6,228 Posts

    stole this from LMAO, I'm literally crying with laughing

    needs the old disco ball from the other down messages
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  16. Post #1376
    meow
    Gar~'s Avatar
    February 2012
    3,083 Posts
    I shaved my arms lmao

    Fucking comfy as shit
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  17. Post #1377
    Gold Member

    December 2006
    654 Posts
    Exams done. Woo.
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  18. Post #1378
    ~buttslut~
    Livewire2440's Avatar
    September 2008
    5,850 Posts
    Is it me, or is being friend zoned the worst feeling ever?
    No way, jealousy has to be the worst feeling ever.
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  19. Post #1379
    Gold Member
    Digivee's Avatar
    December 2010
    5,373 Posts

    stole this from LMAO, I'm literally crying with laughing

    needs the old disco ball from the other down messages
    Thats funny and all.
    I just dont know who seth is.

    OH
    Sethhack
    Nevermind
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  20. Post #1380
    Resident Dick Master
    mikeyt493's Avatar
    September 2008
    40,239 Posts
    lmao that is amazing

    Lil Waynes verse made me nostalgia

    BC's cover of it tho...



    fuckin top class omg forever love this

    i like how they deal with Lil Waynes verse
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  21. Post #1381
    Gold Member
    TheBrokenHobo's Avatar
    August 2009
    26,810 Posts
    Well I have uploaded a video to youtube.

    There is the highlight of my day and it's only 11am.
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  22. Post #1382
    Resident Dick Master
    mikeyt493's Avatar
    September 2008
    40,239 Posts

    stole this from LMAO, I'm literally crying with laughing

    needs the old disco ball from the other down messages
    THE DATABASE IS DOWN, ARE YOU?



    DON'T BE A SQUARE, GET DOWN NOW!
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  23. Post #1383
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    TheBrokenHobo's Avatar
    August 2009
    26,810 Posts
    I'm so pumped for tomorrow.

    It's gonna be great.
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  24. Post #1384
    meow
    Gar~'s Avatar
    February 2012
    3,083 Posts
    What are you doing tomorrow?
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  25. Post #1385
    Gold Member
    TheBrokenHobo's Avatar
    August 2009
    26,810 Posts
    What are you doing tomorrow?
    The Ringo concert is tomorrow.

    I'm going over early to check out all the cool Woodstock stuff and go party down.

    It's gonna be so great.
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  26. Post #1386
    a cervine
    nnanna's Avatar
    May 2008
    7,896 Posts
    Have fun. :)
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  27. Post #1387
    Hello Handsome
    ForgottenKane's Avatar
    February 2010
    15,667 Posts
    Getting both bass guitar lessons and dancing lessons starting next week. I wonder how I'll do, knowing I have terrible fine motor skills.

    Then again, my dad's said to be a great dancer. This makes no sense in my mind, since he's a really large guy (muscled-out) and is autistic (like me).
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  28. Post #1388
    ~ pissing excellence ~
    Fingers!!!'s Avatar
    May 2005
    2,918 Posts
    Another new music by Mika
    I love him
    Although this music is kinda weird compared with his older works, he's less colorful too.
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  29. Post #1389
    ~buttslut~
    Livewire2440's Avatar
    September 2008
    5,850 Posts

    This is what originally got me into Mika.
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  30. Post #1390
    Siminov's Bitch
    EvilSkydiver's Avatar
    April 2011
    1,445 Posts
    I love green day.

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  31. Post #1391
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    13illay's Avatar
    October 2007
    1,534 Posts
    so i went to a graduation party last night and it was pretty much everyone i knew from my school at one house (probably around 500 people) and everyone was high or drunk or both
    a girl freaked out because someone "hit her" (dumb & drunk) and one thing led to another and it turned into a completely chaotic small scale riot with individual fights all around and inside the house. then someone pulled out a gun and everyone started screaming and running. then the police showed up. then SWAT showed up with dogs. and a few assholes got arrested. i got home at 4 AM.

    pretty much ended the year as crazily as possible, which i'm okay with.
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  32. Post #1392
    Best Poster
    Saza's Avatar
    July 2009
    20,257 Posts

    fuck yeah steve miller band
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  33. Post #1393
    Resident Dick Master
    mikeyt493's Avatar
    September 2008
    40,239 Posts

    This is what originally got me into Mika.
    I remember really hating that song when it came out

    Now it's not annoying but its lacking pop needs moar loudness n energy :'(
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  34. Post #1394
    Here's to giving Garry Newman more money.
    Chaplin's Avatar
    August 2011
    5,527 Posts
    I love green day.

    Their older stuff was much better than the newer. Dookie was a great album.
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  35. Post #1395
    Resident Dick Master
    mikeyt493's Avatar
    September 2008
    40,239 Posts

    postin Breathe Carolina twice on the same page but they get how to do dancy fun BUSY (SUPER IMPORTANT IN POP MUSIC!! Shallow beat=boring music) pop they are masters imo, cos they have all that stuff going on in their music and also two vocalists makes for additional fun and interestingness

    Edited:

    also David=adorbs js
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  36. Post #1396
    Siminov's Bitch
    EvilSkydiver's Avatar
    April 2011
    1,445 Posts
    Their older stuff was much better than the newer. Dookie was a great album.
    Yeah it was
    I can't quite say which one is my favorite but my I really like brain stew, considering it was the first song I could play on the guitar. ;p

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  37. Post #1397
    Here's to giving Garry Newman more money.
    Chaplin's Avatar
    August 2011
    5,527 Posts
    Brain stew is the best. It was one of the first songs I learned on guitar.
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  38. Post #1398
    Siminov's Bitch
    EvilSkydiver's Avatar
    April 2011
    1,445 Posts
    Brain stew is the best. It was one of the first songs I learned on guitar.
    Like I said first for me too. :3
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  39. Post #1399
    Hello Handsome
    ForgottenKane's Avatar
    February 2010
    15,667 Posts
    Yeah it was
    I can't quite say which one is my favorite but my I really like brain stew, considering it was the first song I could play on the guitar. ;p

    One of the only four good Green Day songs.

    Edited:

    Sorry, five.
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  40. Post #1400
    Gold Member
    Digivee's Avatar
    December 2010
    5,373 Posts
    Been flirting with someone that lives relatively close to me. Same state, maybe 3 hours drive from me.
    Here's to hoping it goes somewhere

    Edited:

    What a shitty page king
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