I haven't missed a single HRT dose yet. It's always the most important part of my day, so I make sure to keep myself absolutely aware of when I take them, and how soon that is.
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well these side effects affected me so bad I'm now sitting in a hospital bed.
someone help me pls
also about remembering stuff; i have a reminder on my phone every day 12:00 its that simple, anyway i usually end up taking them before the alarm goes off but it still there just in case.
When I was put onto the pill for cramps, I basically had to remember to take them because it's like "Well if you forget you're only fucking over yourself"
good news guys
after getting an ultrasound, a shot of morphine and taking a few advils they told me I could head home.
they stuck a fucking iv needle in me ;-;
it's the first time i had an iv done.
it hurt a lot :/
So, um, hello
I'm Kenji (the real kenji, not vee, my brother who basically took over my facepunch account) and this is my first time posting in this thread myself and I have been feeling this for a long time, and by a long time I mean from when I was at least 3/4, primary school time, i have always felt that i should have been a girl and i kind of hate myself because of it, which has lead me to basically ruin myself with sever depression and have excessive weight
(which i have been trying hard in the past years to change, but due to the depression i keep getting trapped in the same loop, so Tuesday im seeing my doctor again to get started back on antidepressants, (they do work for me, but i stopped them suddenly when i got a job... which is at the doctors im registered at and seeing them about depression seemed a bad idea at the time)
i was meant to be getting weight loss surgery to help me loose the weight but i think that's basically fallen though as they kept delaying as they wanted me to try and sort out the depression first and now its been a year the funding is gone i think
I have been trying to deny the feelings for a long time but in the past few years i have came to accept them and it was a friend of mine saying they are transgender and said they were going to be starting HRT with view to getting SRS that made me really accept it and now i am happier than i was with myself, and even though i haven't posted in this thread before i have been reading it every now and then and reading what you have been going though and everything has also helped me
and maybe when i have overcome the hurdles i have created myself with depression and weight, i might move forward and take it further with my doctor and see about changing myself to the way i feel
So thanks :)
and uh, i havent told my family about how i feel and i dont think im ready yet to tell them not for a long time. the only problem is, i know my brother sometimes reads this thread so um... hi, please dont hate me D:
We travel a long road and it seems you're starting to make your way through it. There are even tougher times ahead if you go continue but once you overcome them you will feel yourself and you will feel amazing. Don't be afraid to come back and post every so often or even add me as a friend on steam if you feel you need some help! I'm always willing to help anyone who has questions or just needs some support.
Anyway, its a long journey, make sure to have what you want figured out before you tell your family and other close people, it will be awkward if you suddenly don't want to transition after telling them.
And well also good luck with your decisions, is not easy, but I know if someone truly wants this it will be worth it.
Seeing a doctor tomorrow - hopefully getting some medication that actually works.
woooo mom took me shopping at H&M and got a whole bunch of stuff that i like
everything still has to be approved by my dad tho
Watching Spirited Away aaaa can you guys n gals recommend some animu for me to watch (I feel Neat will weigh in at some stage) I don't really care about genre, I've watched all kinds of random crap, slice of life, mecha, action, sci fi etc.
this one. I found it really interesting.
Paprika is awesome, a little odd too.
You gotta watch some Ghost in the shell, movies and series are pretty good.
Girl Who leapt through Time, Summer Wars.
Haruhi is pretty good (S1, S2[Ignore Endless Eight if you want to keep sanity], Disappearance)
As for current stuff I rather liked Puella magi Madoka Magika and Kokoro Connect is a great one currently airing.
I could probably think of more. I liked a lot of the 90's and early 00's stuff like Tenchi, Love Hina, Fruits Basket and Evangelion.
Gundam is pretty enjoyable too, You may not like all of it but you can find an incarnation that suits you. Lots of people like Gundam Wing, I really like Turn A Gundam.
I only watch some slice-of-life's and studio Ghibli films. I feel like a bad aniem watcher. :c
Then again, I'm already occupied enough with all the new pairings to ship. (I'm just your average fangirl, after all.)
Told my parents today, my mom looks at me and says, "well, that must have been a lot of shit to deal with, I'm sorry" and instantly went to look for a therapist.
I fucking cried, they were so awesome about it
planetes is hard sci fi that's super awesome
golgo 13 is supposed to be pretty good too
oh and ghost in the shell is all pretty badass
I fucking love Paprika. :D Waaaaay back when I first watched it I could only find it in Japanese with Russian subtitles, though. :(
Also, there's always Pokémon.
Baccano!, Full FMA: Brotherhood, Cowboy Bebop, Studio Ghibli, Clannad
off the top of my head
FMA: Brotherhood and Panty & Stocking are where it's at
I still have to watch Princess Mononoke like I promised Onyx I would sometime last year.
I also want to start watching that new anime, Chūnibyō Demo Koi ga Shitai! That looks like a fun series.
I think you actually watched the other one from what I remember.
i was going to buy a FMA dvd when i was at Eurogamer, but some on ninja'd it from me :(
In memory of the best friendship i have ever had, now gone to meaninglessness:
As alpha decided our alliance
Through childhood trust
Bonds tied strong
To this root of compeer
Attitude through perfect lean
Shows us all
We fell hard
I tried to
I tried to stop this
Now this will be the last time
This will be the last
This passes down through blood
Shower me with this catch
Into the backs of persistance
Days lost in you
Im changing myself guys, leaving this thread again. Good to know you.